i guess i was just under the impression that by taking gear, lifting and eating til im ready to puke and rearranging my entire life to get more rest and sleep than ever before and sacrificing important things for my cycle such as skipping class to lift and eat and get more sleep that my weights would increase more than 1 or 2 fucking reps. i guess i shouldve thought of doing a dbol/adrol/fina/deca/test/tren/tbol/var/prop/suspension stack for 30 weeks straight and eating 12 cows a day and 57 bowls of oatmeal in order to get any gains. jesus fucking christ.