KillahBee
New member
Something else that is really bothering me lately.
I've been working pretty damn hard the last year+ trying to change my outlook on life, mostly with women. I truly believe I have gotten about 90% past my misogynistic former self (fuck you mavafanculo!) and have also, somewhere along the lines, found myself not really interested in random one night fucks with club chicks. I actually felt....shame....a while ago post-coitus (sp?).
Anyway, b/c of this seemingly positive change in my mindset, my sex life has taken a nose dive. Now, it's not the "not having sex as often as I used to" thing that bothers me - truthfully, dry spells never really bothered me much - it's just the fact that when I was waking around like a fucking testosteroned up animal growling with sharp teeth and fuck-enraged blood coursing thru my body all whilst viewing women as pieces of meat I just wanted to tear to shreds and drink their blood, pussy just RAN to me.
Now that I am trying to sheath that beast, it's mucs, much different. I guess this is what aap-type dudes have been describing to me all their lives. Fuck, it's boring.
I've been working pretty damn hard the last year+ trying to change my outlook on life, mostly with women. I truly believe I have gotten about 90% past my misogynistic former self (fuck you mavafanculo!) and have also, somewhere along the lines, found myself not really interested in random one night fucks with club chicks. I actually felt....shame....a while ago post-coitus (sp?).
Anyway, b/c of this seemingly positive change in my mindset, my sex life has taken a nose dive. Now, it's not the "not having sex as often as I used to" thing that bothers me - truthfully, dry spells never really bothered me much - it's just the fact that when I was waking around like a fucking testosteroned up animal growling with sharp teeth and fuck-enraged blood coursing thru my body all whilst viewing women as pieces of meat I just wanted to tear to shreds and drink their blood, pussy just RAN to me.
Now that I am trying to sheath that beast, it's mucs, much different. I guess this is what aap-type dudes have been describing to me all their lives. Fuck, it's boring.