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Well, My life is over because I'm a loser and liar.
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Bikinimom - My Sincere apologies, really. That goes for Velvett too.
I thought by now most of the people who know me here would realize it was a joke very fast, but I forgot that most everyone I know left the boards.
And Red Karma? Do you seriously think I care if you give me red karma? I am not even going to bother giving it back, I couldn't care less.
I thought by now most of the people who know me here would realize it was a joke very fast, but I forgot that most everyone I know left the boards.
And Red Karma? Do you seriously think I care if you give me red karma? I am not even going to bother giving it back, I couldn't care less.
Imnotdutcheither
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Mandinka2 said:
Totally agree........
Red k passed on...........
Bikini Mod
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I am not angry Paulos, just extremely disappointed.
You know there are very few people in this world that give a rat's ass about anyone but themselves. You have no clue how many times I have read kind words of encouragement and support when I was going through some really tough times... believe it or not - IT HELPED ME.
In addition to that, because I was bold enough to admit to many of my mistakes and human frailties I was sent countless PM's, emails, and karma notes from people saying that if nothing else, because I shared my experiences IT HELPED THEM as they didn't feel so alone... someone else was going through something similar.
I have been raked over the coals in ways you can't begin to imagine because "somebody printed it so it MUST BE TRUE." I was accused of being a selfish, dumbassed, 2$ whore who abandoned her children for internet cock over and over and over again. Now the mere words did not affect my reality, but you have no idea how it wore me down psychologically to not only have that garbaged spewed about me on many sites (whether I frequented them or not) but to have my children hear it from the lips of their father and his family and his "so-called" friends.
Imagine having people saying cruel unkind things in "cyberworld" AND in your real life day in and day out.
Then finally your "REAL LIFE FRIENDS" abandon you because despite everything you do, your situation does not change, so of course, it is easier to "blame the victim" (though I am NO FUCKING VICTIM - I AM A SURVIVOR).
I scarcely even had internet access for the past 7 months and yet again and again how many threads were begun about my internet handle where a bunch of morons would go on and on about ME AS IF THEY KNEW ME? If I defended myself I was a self-centered drama queen begging for attention. If I remained silent well hell! IT MUST BE TRUE THEN. SHE DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO DEFEND HERSELF!!!
Darlin' what you must realize is that the pen is mightier than the sword. Admittedly I have exercised poor judgement on more than one occasion in my life, sometimes due to the guidance of others, but even then THEY WERE MY DECISIONS. Not one of those people that turned their backs on me has even made an attempt to apologize and say, "Gee, I was wrong. Maybe it wasn't ALL YOUR FAULT. Maybe the other party IS A FUCKING LOONEY THAT WILL NEVER FUCKING LET UP."
Anyway....
Paulos, I am bitterly disappointed, but I guess I should just get used to it.
You know there are very few people in this world that give a rat's ass about anyone but themselves. You have no clue how many times I have read kind words of encouragement and support when I was going through some really tough times... believe it or not - IT HELPED ME.
In addition to that, because I was bold enough to admit to many of my mistakes and human frailties I was sent countless PM's, emails, and karma notes from people saying that if nothing else, because I shared my experiences IT HELPED THEM as they didn't feel so alone... someone else was going through something similar.
I have been raked over the coals in ways you can't begin to imagine because "somebody printed it so it MUST BE TRUE." I was accused of being a selfish, dumbassed, 2$ whore who abandoned her children for internet cock over and over and over again. Now the mere words did not affect my reality, but you have no idea how it wore me down psychologically to not only have that garbaged spewed about me on many sites (whether I frequented them or not) but to have my children hear it from the lips of their father and his family and his "so-called" friends.
Imagine having people saying cruel unkind things in "cyberworld" AND in your real life day in and day out.
Then finally your "REAL LIFE FRIENDS" abandon you because despite everything you do, your situation does not change, so of course, it is easier to "blame the victim" (though I am NO FUCKING VICTIM - I AM A SURVIVOR).
I scarcely even had internet access for the past 7 months and yet again and again how many threads were begun about my internet handle where a bunch of morons would go on and on about ME AS IF THEY KNEW ME? If I defended myself I was a self-centered drama queen begging for attention. If I remained silent well hell! IT MUST BE TRUE THEN. SHE DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO DEFEND HERSELF!!!
Darlin' what you must realize is that the pen is mightier than the sword. Admittedly I have exercised poor judgement on more than one occasion in my life, sometimes due to the guidance of others, but even then THEY WERE MY DECISIONS. Not one of those people that turned their backs on me has even made an attempt to apologize and say, "Gee, I was wrong. Maybe it wasn't ALL YOUR FAULT. Maybe the other party IS A FUCKING LOONEY THAT WILL NEVER FUCKING LET UP."
Anyway....
Paulos, I am bitterly disappointed, but I guess I should just get used to it.
BigBazooka
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So we all got punk'd! 
Deus Ex Machina
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BigBazooka said:So we all got punk'd!
Where the hell have you been?!!?!?!!oneon!!!!!!!1111!!?
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