ThanX all for the concern!! All of the kind words and support are much appreciated!! Ive been basically out from lifting for close to 4 months now. It majorly FUCKS with my mind, so I havent even posting on the boards. I have 2 herniated disks in my mid back, which is a rare location. T-7 to T-9 I beleive. No signs of healing. Lots of negativity from doctors and one therapist. Went off on the motherfucker. Ive been wearing a back brace (cloth with steel bars in the back) for over a week now. Lost alot of size. Im around 177lbs with 17" arms.

Just dont give a fuck enough to eat when Im out of training. I try to eat what I can, but Im the type who wouldnt eat for days when I dont have to. Nerves and stomache issues. I look forward to coming back and KILLING ALL THAT SHIT eventually, but until then its an endless and dark fucking journey! ThanX again all and KILL THAT SHIT!!
Beast