I would have to agree with your post. However I am about to turn 23 years old and weighed 15 lbs less then what I am supposed to. I decided to do gear because I was very unhappy with the way I looked. I was falling into depression because of it. I did not ever want to take my shirt off. I was never able to even help myself at times. When your self confidence is low there is not to much you can do about it. Training natural was not the answer. I fully understand that many of you have put your dues in and expect others to do the same. I feel that gear has helped me more then just have some size and muscles. I feel gear has helped me mentally and gear has given me the start I need. I may do another cycle but I know if I do that will be my last. I may not even do another cycle. I do not plan on being a bodybuilder in life. As a matter of fact I may not "make it in this lifestyle" Many of you can offer advice but how many of you were my size. My question to you Dr. X and Shaved Ape is have you ever been 134 lbs at the age of 21? I respect what you both are saying to me. I feel that to give advice at least consider where the other person is coming from before you make you decision. This is not a flame but a question. I have trained since I was in high school. I have been to the Doctor time and time again. At first I thought I had cancer. I was unable to gain weight. I feel like most of you have great knowledge about gear and know your shit. However you will never know where I am coming from. I could not take it anymore. People wanting to criticize me all the time for being skinny. This time I did this for my self. I appreciate you offering the advice. This is not a flame in any way but a mere confession of how I felt. If anything I know now that I have to eat more train harder and be a better person to keep what i have and possible gain weight naturally. This has inspired me to want to train harder and right with a healthy diet and that my friends is what I am going to continue to do. 1 cycle 2 at the max and that is it. I do not depend on gear to get me throught the day. I am not addicted like some of the people I see at the gym who beat their wives. I do not break my wallet to find gear. I did it for my self. I will keep what I have. If I start loosing I will eat better and train twice as hard to put it back on and then some..........