atlast....this is what i can call a real cycle as i have done 2 stupid cycles b4 which people think were not gud at all...though i got gud hardness with then...being an athlete i hac run var 20 mg a day for 1 month and winny tabs for 15 mg a day before my running practice..just what the coach told me..neway....also i have low normal test levels 450 ng/ml and i am predisposed to gyno)got sore nipples with just 20 mg var and 15 mg wistrol tabs,gees)also i already had a gyno surgery done onge .i had huge lumps when in puberty...i have been reading how deca only is bad and lot of progesterone related side effects and limp dick problem...my local coach here in india recommnds starting 50 mg deca and up the dose to 400 slowly over a ten week period.no test he says.i know its bad thats y i want advice..my sex life is average..i am not a sex animal and never was....have lost a lot of mmuscle (10 kgs)because of running and other activities(30 km cycling).....i have access to almost everything here in india..no prescription..i can get deca organon,infar..sustanon organon..test enanthate,cypionate ,propionate ,winstrol,real ganabol,proviron and all ancillary drugs..even arimidex real cheap....dbols are fake here...got some for my friend,he got no results at all also fake anadrol by british dispensary.....i trained naturally(with protien shakes)and got up to 85 kg ripped and had a new job so cudnt train aswell...i am now 74 kg not hard at all and feel weak...though no problem with cardio(can run for 3 hrs)but gaining muscle seems impossible ..tried low card high protien high fat.....high carb low fat high protien..ie almost everything....i am 22.and need some help .thought of using deca but i cant afford to lose any more of my sex life(as it is i dont have much :-(..i retain water easily..and gyno cud be a problem again with high dose test.........................really guys your input is highly appreciated