chazk said:
don't be worried bro ,
It is just role playing living out our lives in ways that everyday can not fullfill.
My wife is naturally submissive and I am the dom on daily bases.
To exchange the power every once in awhile can be a very exciting thing.
Having her in leather, garter with highheels whipping me is very enjoyfull.
It gets us both fired up and the sex becomes very intoxicating.
LOL, in all honestly Im jealous as fuck. I too like to play a more submissive role every now and then, and now that I think of it, it might be surprising to people too.
But it makes perfect sense.
1) I'm a big guy, shaved head,tats, kept to myself for the most part..... Everyone thinks Im mean til tehy meet me.
2) Plus, I am in such an incredibly dominant role at work/school. Most of you guys know Im in medical school, so that alone suggests I'm a type A personality.... And I am to a degree, but more of a layed back type B dude, who can
STEP UP to the mic with micatin to switch gears to type A when the situation calls for it.
3) The specialty that I'm interested in is Anesthesiology. There isnt a single instance when you have more control over somebody's life than the field of Anesthesiology.
First we drug you to make you calm, then give you a little milk o' amnesia to
knock you out a bit along with some opoids to prevent any pain.
Then comes the paralytic that renders you helpless. If we walked away
after that you'd die.
END OF STORY.
Next comes a tube that we stick down your throat so that we can breathe
for you. We also give ya a little gas so that you dont wake up and wont
remember (thats the goal anyways) anything that happened.
Now it's getting close to the end of the surgery... We ease back up off the
gas so that by the time the surgeons done, your gas is wearing off. But
theres a problem. You're still paralyzed. So we give a reversing agent. But
one side affect of the reversing agent is that your heart rate tanks....So we
add a little atropine to it. That's one of the med's they dart you when your
heart stops....
powerful shit.
All of this time, you've placed sooooooooooooo much trust in us to keep you alive when you've been given drugs that, while necessary for surgery, would have killed you. You trust us to give you the right medicine and watch your vitals to make sure that if something goes wrong, we got your back. That sense of respect and trust.....that relationship puts me into a state of awe everytime I think about it. It's truely an amazing feeling. Both scary and rewarding...I get so much from that.....not from the power that I can have over someone else, but the
TRUST that they place in me.
So.........like I said....when you're in charge all day long, it's an
INCREDIBLE feeling to have
no/little control..... I totally understand.
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