B0ARDIN087
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i agree i just miss being in a relationship more then being with her. I'm not with her for ALOT of reasons, she was the first girl i actually cared about so it was a big deal i guess.abolish the weak said:4 months is not that long. And if your in school right now love is not your #1 priority, and you needn't let it be or you'll only short change your education and possible career choice. Stay busy with school work, stay in the gym, focus on other things in your life. Right now is the time for you man, find out what really makes you happy. I broke it off w/ a girl I dated for 3 yrs once, it sucks trying to get through it but it was my first real girlfriend. After I dated around awhile I realized it was also one of my worst girlfriends. I'm married now and thank God not to her.
we were together for like 9 months but hooking up for almost 2 years off and on (since i came to school) the big thing is i associate alot of things at school with her and thats why some days suck and others are fine.
I have been going out with my friends/stayingbusy/going to the gym to keep my mind off things. Penn state is awesome its an easy place to be happy. I have been hitting on other girls and all of that but im not going to pretend like shit still doesn't bother me.
Right now im bothered more at the fact that we dont talk ever then the fact that we aren't together. honestly i dont know if i could ever even fuck her again let alone date her but i just miss that she was one of my best friends up here and now we dont talk ever. she said we cant talk for a few weeks.
shes a huge bitch, period. shes a jew from long island and shes spoiled and not nearly as good looking as she seemed to me because of the feelings i had for her. shes stubborn and demanding and very high maintenance. I just miss being with her because i miss having someone there like that. I'm assuming if the girl i was with last night actually meant something to me then i may not feel this way. I'm just annnoyed at the situation and wish it were a little different right now