Pin, that sucks... the constantly working feeling is due to habituation, does that mind of yours ever stop running... I mean you've posted some shit that only peeps who think alot would post, man you gotta smoke out or something... I know U don't smoke, but you gotta find a way to quiet that bad boy down... to be driven by thought constantly sucks, this I know... anyway yeah that does suck... just habitually watch your breaths.. I mean feel it go in and your chest expanding and then the air going out your chest returning... anyway the point is to habitually get you to do something to quiet your head... You can't think and watch your breath at the same time, any way you can reduce thougths, the more you will be content with where you are, its the kinda the ego that makes you think there is something you ought to be doing... every time you get this feeling make an active effort to just accept or release this kinda thinking and accept the present situation, just fighting it makes it worse... anyway, but yeah I would be bitching too myself about sat. night work.