Pin, that sucks... the constantly working feeling is due to habituation, does that mind of yours ever stop running... I mean you've posted some shit that only peeps who think alot would post, man you gotta smoke out or something... I know U don't smoke, but you gotta find a way to quiet that bad boy down... to be driven by thought constantly sucks, this I know... anyway yeah that does suck... just habitually watch your breaths.. I mean feel it go in and your chest expanding and then the air going out your chest returning... anyway the point is to habitually get you to do something to quiet your head... You can't think and watch your breath at the same time, any way you can reduce thougths, the more you will be content with where you are, its the kinda the ego that makes you think there is something you ought to be doing... every time you get this feeling make an active effort to just accept or release this kinda thinking and accept the present situation, just fighting it makes it worse... anyway, but yeah I would be bitching too myself about sat. night work.
You will love it, Its just your cup of tea... that rocks that you are in the orchestra, I mean it must be a great way to really meet people and also kinda fulfilling that you get to express your talent, I have no musical talent, so I"m just guessing, wish I did cause I think it increases your creativity exponentially... damn, now I'm jealous... oh well.Well, Beethoven has been kicking my ass for the past hour and 15 minutes (I'm playing with the Bucks County Symphony this season). I figure I'll let that continue for another 15 minutes or so, then go grab dinner and maybe go home and watch "American Psycho" (I got the DVD for $3.00 at the Princeton Record Exchange -- I like horror movies and the main character is in finance, so I hope it's good). No late nights for me. Tomorrow is a work day.
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