What are you trying to say? You think I smack talked you? You've lost me. I have never smack talked you. I've ALWAYS took up for you. Someone's misled you.
Dear Lady, I don't go to other forums but my husband does. It was a bad habit he developed waaay back. I wish he hadn't told/shown me some of the stuff I saw posted on the elitefitness wannabee sites.
It hurt.
And even after that, I defended you pretty fiercely the other day on that 5 thousand page long thread. Not because I e-liked you, but because it was a proper course of action (something I learned from Frisky).
And for all the negativity that is reported to be going on here in "CRAZYTOWN" amazingly enough the entire direction of that thread changed because of MY POSTING on it.
Look, what think personally is irrelevant. I would never EVER say anything to assassinate your character as I don't believe that type of posting is necessary. I posted out in the open that I thought you were a lovely human being, put you created some errors in judgment that got you banned from elite. So what do you do? Head over to any number of the smacktalk sites to seemingly cackle about elite, my only e-home, the site that I LOVE and give all of my free time to, not just to merely pass time, but trying to help others.
Do you have ANY IDEA the amount of shit that has been heaped on me over the years... innocently? Not just *oh my e-feelings are hurt* shit - but having my kids taken from me for being a bikinimodel and being SUCH a poor parent that I would DARE to help out people with their quest for better health and fitness on elite kinda shit. And to really REALLY ad e-insult to REAL LIFE INJURY I had the entire chatboard wishing me DEATH... And when admin FINALLY realized that things need to change on elite (FOR THE BETTER) Big Rick Rock announced that it was no longer open season on me, personally. So now I have to read from every disgruntled Tom, Dick and Harry that "apparently only BIKINIMOM gets special protection"?! Xcuse me? My carcass was left for the dogs to tear at for YEARS!! Shit was flung at me INNOCENTLY that few could comprehend. But I gotta read crap like that?
And yet I defy ANYONE to find me posting up anything negative about elite/admin/mods anyplace else online - ANYPLACE ELSE. As for me saying anything negative about specific boardmembers. You won't find anything anyplace else that I didn't say to that persons e-face. If I made a mistake, then I apologized - PERIOD.
It really is a shame that that thread had to be moved to the recycling bin. I mean, not because I would have liked for you to read all of the hurtfull things that people said about you. I WOULD NOT. But so that you could see exactly how much *this crazy whore who abandoned/then LOST CUSTODY of her kids (dirty filthy bikini model that she was) who e-lives and e-promotes CRAZYTOWN* asked people to quit calling you degrading names and judging you for the situations that you have found yourself in.