jnevin
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Yeah see ya in about 10 minutes when the other sites cannot provide you with the attention that you seem to need.
lmao brosephine
Yeah see ya in about 10 minutes when the other sites cannot provide you with the attention that you seem to need.
lmao brosephine
Im thinking its gonna be one of those "I was planning on leaving but I dont want the haters to get the best of my by determining what I do, so now Im going to stick around on principle" kinda things.
What are you trying to say? You think I smack talked you? You've lost me. I have never smack talked you. I've ALWAYS took up for you. Someone's misled you.
Dear Lady, I don't go to other forums but my husband does. It was a bad habit he developed waaay back. I wish he hadn't told/shown me some of the stuff I saw posted on the elitefitness wannabee sites.
It hurt.
And even after that, I defended you pretty fiercely the other day on that 5 thousand page long thread. Not because I e-liked you, but because it was a proper course of action (something I learned from Frisky).
And for all the negativity that is reported to be going on here in "CRAZYTOWN" amazingly enough the entire direction of that thread changed because of MY POSTING on it.
Look, what think personally is irrelevant. I would never EVER say anything to assassinate your character as I don't believe that type of posting is necessary. I posted out in the open that I thought you were a lovely human being, put you created some errors in judgment that got you banned from elite. So what do you do? Head over to any number of the smacktalk sites to seemingly cackle about elite, my only e-home, the site that I LOVE and give all of my free time to, not just to merely pass time, but trying to help others.
Do you have ANY IDEA the amount of shit that has been heaped on me over the years... innocently? Not just *oh my e-feelings are hurt* shit - but having my kids taken from me for being a bikinimodel and being SUCH a poor parent that I would DARE to help out people with their quest for better health and fitness on elite kinda shit. And to really REALLY ad e-insult to REAL LIFE INJURY I had the entire chatboard wishing me DEATH... And when admin FINALLY realized that things need to change on elite (FOR THE BETTER) Big Rick Rock announced that it was no longer open season on me, personally. So now I have to read from every disgruntled Tom, Dick and Harry that "apparently only BIKINIMOM gets special protection"?! Xcuse me? My carcass was left for the dogs to tear at for YEARS!! Shit was flung at me INNOCENTLY that few could comprehend. But I gotta read crap like that?
And yet I defy ANYONE to find me posting up anything negative about elite/admin/mods anyplace else online - ANYPLACE ELSE. As for me saying anything negative about specific boardmembers. You won't find anything anyplace else that I didn't say to that persons e-face. If I made a mistake, then I apologized - PERIOD.
It really is a shame that that thread had to be moved to the recycling bin. I mean, not because I would have liked for you to read all of the hurtfull things that people said about you. I WOULD NOT. But so that you could see exactly how much *this crazy whore who abandoned/then LOST CUSTODY of her kids (dirty filthy bikini model that she was) who e-lives and e-promotes CRAZYTOWN* asked people to quit calling you degrading names and judging you for the situations that you have found yourself in.
totally off-hr-topic BM, just a quick question:
when your family IS back together someday, do you think you will still be as Jaded about what was said about you (way before HR)????
I really hope so, because I believe it would be healthy for you to move on and enjoy today, and not what others have done to you in the past.
Best Wishes,
HP
I will most likely NEVER get over all the shit that was heaped on me innocently for all those years - NEVER. Unless one has lived through something like that, they really can't understand so I am NOT upset by such an inquiry.
As for me being able to move on and enjoy today, kinda hard to do when my children suffer abuse daily and there isn't a damned thing that I can do about it no matter what. Dontcha think? It isn't like I can "just forget" that my oldest is being fucked by her father, my second is being drugged, my third being taught to hate me and my fourth doesn't even know me well enough to have a conversation with me... heck would it matter if she did? She's AFRAID to talk to me.
How I will feel once my severely damaged children are returned to me, I don't know to be honest... How can I pssibly be expected to answer that?
How would YOU feel?
You are mixing apples and oranges.
What was "said about my ex"?
Ummmmm this is not about "what was said about my ex." This is about what IS HAPPENING TO MY KIDS. I live with it DAILY. Sorry, if it upsets you that I keep talking about it. Other people post up pics of their kids and talk about all the cute/frustrating developmental stages. Sorry, but I don't have that option. If I don't mind (and am quite please matter of fact) to read those posts, then no one should be offended/annoyed by MY posts about MY FAMILY. If it is too upsetting, then just don't read. But don't you DARE tell me "to live for the moment" as that is the only thing that has kept me from blowing my brains out, that and the hope that somehow I can get them back in time before their lives are over, ruined for good.
But please, ask away...
You are asking me to forget that I am a mother who is living a nightmare unable to do anything to protect her children from some pretty fucked up abuse. On top of that, you are asking that same mother to *forget* and move ahead about all the shit that was innocently heaped on her FOR YEARS WHILE SHE WAS LIVING THAT NIGHTMARE.
I am not the one who keeps making comments about how "only BIKINIMOM gets special protection". That comment was made regarding Ms HR. I didn't make it...
In Ms HR's defense most people who have got themselves banned make that comment.
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