Ha, yea I thought about that, but getting random drug tested isnt the best thing.
The last time I felt this bad was last year when my dad was diagnosed with cancer the size of a tennis ball in his chest. everything turned black and nothing mattered. I feel the same way now, she was basically my life, her family was my family etc etc.
Bro maybe you should really look into seing a Doctor about getting on anti-depressants. I didn't want to and fought myself not to for about 6 months and finally I had to cause my head was fucked up. I tried on called Wellbutrin and first and it did help some but then my DR put me on one that had just came out called Cymbalta and it worked wonders for me! I really felt excited and happy again about life. Once I got to the point that I felt I was stable enough I slowly lowered the dose til I stopped completely. I'm not one to preach about God or anything and I was never raised in a religious family but a friend got me to start going with him to his church and it really helped me also and I continue to go now. It sucks that she still calls you and leads you on cause my Ex still does the same shit to me!
That avatar is me! See what Tren can do to you?
Do what I posted about and UPDATE us, we have all been depressed and are concerned. Don't agonize over "what-if's" or "why's". You will never find a valid reason for what is happening if it hasn't already presented itself. Just get to the "what-next" part. If talking about it helps you get over it, talk about it. We're here, all hours and all the time. There's no shame in admitting that you have a problem, just in not doing anything about it.
I feel for you bro.. My appetite vanishes when I am stressed, but once I refocus everything into lifting instead of stupid bitches then it kicks back in.. She would probably want you to feel all defeated and shitty because most bitches are sick like that. Show her that you are a man and don't let bullshit stop you from moving forward.. Once you pick your confidence back up and overcome this obstacle people will be able to tell and most importantly she will if she sees you again. Oh, and if she even tries to come back crawling to you just play that shit cold and kick her ass to the curb because you will submit to her.. Anyways once you get back into lifting more and more women will notice you and therefore you will have more opportunities..
As fo rthe appetite try your b vitamins like b-12 and drink alot of water. Wish you the best of luck man and I know you will overcome this obstacle.. Later.
I feel for you because that is my situation right now. BEACHBOY/IMMORTALIS were right just hang in there and stick to your routine it will work out if you stay focused. keep occupied at all times that does help.
Well Iam doing better, just trying to not care as much anymore I suppose. Anyway Ive always wondered about an appetite stimulant anyway. Haha yea i know the reef works wonders for that but I usually would get so stoned that I would find my hands coated in peanut butter for no apparent reason, then I would eat it and think " this is the greatest peanut butter in the world!" So being hungry and being stupid isnt what Iam lookin for.
periactin huh? Gonna need a script for that unless you all want to send me a few bags of it? Just kidding mods. Dont close it or get all hairy on my post now. Is there anything else that helps appetite out? I hate forcing myself to eat in order to train my body into when it needs to be hungry. I will usually get distracted while hungry and just not eat at the designated time and the hunger just passes. Ive never been one to really " love food " as some people would say. Thanks for all the input and thought guys