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17 in a few days,male.How do you get over depression? Seen a shrink he was quite simply the most useless person ever,said fuck him so shrink doesnt work. Tried drugs recreational,good for temp. only a short term benefit.
Tried online scription drugs like xanax and diazepam,my insomnia was cured,but still fatigued always and pissy. Been this way for 2 years heres what I self diagnose: antisocial-definite on that,I havent left the house in 5 months,seriously.Havent seen my friends in several months,kinda slowly freindships faded,havent been with a girl in over a year.
Insomnia-I do sleep,but it is usually for long periods of time and after 2-3 days without any sleep at all,not by choice,I simply lay down for 3 hours and still cant sleep.
Fatigue-always!I mean always,wheter its mid day or even if I sleep well.I eat as much as I want-Im underweight,and normally.Want to workout and such,but I am always tired and always fail.
Others-Im cynical,and lazy=*not lazy I just never do anything but when I do it has to be absolutely perferct so maybe thats one reason I fail at lots of things.So I give up and say fuck it,or tomorow I will fix my life,but tommorow never comes.
Not suicidal,meaning I have not attempted it,nor do I desire to,but I do think about it,but I dont see it as an option.
Not "ugly" or nothing like that,average,although I do have low self esteem and 0 confidence,I just dont like new people or new anything.
Really medical help isnt an option,simply refuse it,except meds which can be obtained very easily online or in the real world.Tried it though,improvement but not too effective.
My main problem is fatigue thats the bitch,you know if I could wake up energized and not passed out like,I could workout and take care of myself which supposedly would help everything else.
Anyone know what I am saying or just too fucked up>
Tried online scription drugs like xanax and diazepam,my insomnia was cured,but still fatigued always and pissy. Been this way for 2 years heres what I self diagnose: antisocial-definite on that,I havent left the house in 5 months,seriously.Havent seen my friends in several months,kinda slowly freindships faded,havent been with a girl in over a year.
Insomnia-I do sleep,but it is usually for long periods of time and after 2-3 days without any sleep at all,not by choice,I simply lay down for 3 hours and still cant sleep.
Fatigue-always!I mean always,wheter its mid day or even if I sleep well.I eat as much as I want-Im underweight,and normally.Want to workout and such,but I am always tired and always fail.
Others-Im cynical,and lazy=*not lazy I just never do anything but when I do it has to be absolutely perferct so maybe thats one reason I fail at lots of things.So I give up and say fuck it,or tomorow I will fix my life,but tommorow never comes.
Not suicidal,meaning I have not attempted it,nor do I desire to,but I do think about it,but I dont see it as an option.
Not "ugly" or nothing like that,average,although I do have low self esteem and 0 confidence,I just dont like new people or new anything.
Really medical help isnt an option,simply refuse it,except meds which can be obtained very easily online or in the real world.Tried it though,improvement but not too effective.
My main problem is fatigue thats the bitch,you know if I could wake up energized and not passed out like,I could workout and take care of myself which supposedly would help everything else.
Anyone know what I am saying or just too fucked up>
