My story -- All you young brothers please read!

[long Ball]

This is a serious topic rarely discussed on these boards. Because anybody who has gone through this likely was'nt a member of these boards to begin with. I feel lucky for having found Elite.

 

[Spunky]

bumpin one more time

 

[jetskidude]

thanks for your honesty.

great post bro.

 

[got big?]

Yeah I think the newbies reading this that are already dealing with anxiety should know it only gets aggravated with the use of steroids... something you should weigh out.

 

[str8cubano]

I agree spunky...i have done baby cycles, still haven't tried test..horrible, im dying to, but couldn't afford it at the time with all the anti - E's and all..and was scared to in the begining..I've done 2 winstrol cycles, and one anavar cycle, and this has been in a period of 1.3 years. So i took my time to see what worked for me, and at first i wanted to get huge, but thank God i settled down and trained hard to see what i can gain off the weaker anobolics...Anything to an extreme is always bad...oh well

 

[BigAndy69]

Good post...they are becoming rare.

 

[weightlifter01]

I am that big juicehead that hooked em up all the time.He can tell you about all the controversy surrounding me with a big steroid bust as well ex..I also have went threw the same thing but have mine under control finally.hey spunk shoot me a email when you get a chance

 

[paradox]

Spunky,
So what are you going to do now? Take a long break from the drugs? Or continue to cycle?

 

[BigAssSigChi8]

Good post bro, I wish I had this site 6 years ago when I did my first and only cycle, d bol only. To this day I still dont know if they were d bol, they were pink with triangles on them. My "gym buddy" told me to take 5 a day. I blew up within 2 weeks and stopped at 4 weeks when they ran out. And guess what? I lost all of my gains soon after b/c I didn't know shit about roids, all I knew was I could pop a pill and get big and real strong. What was clomid? What was nolva? What were liver protectors? Live and learn and thank god I didn't get too involved. I also had a bad anxiety disorder during that time and the dbol didn't help. Oh yeah, I was also in a fraternity and drank about 3 days a week on them. Man, newbies, if this post doesn't teach you something, then nothing will. This post needs to be at the top

 

[HEALTHFREAK]

I went through anxiety before I did my first cycle, and I had it totally under control after a bitter struggle. When I went ON it definetly brought back some of the panic attacks that I did not miss. Steroids are a mind game, it is hard on the body physically and even more so mentally. It will change your hormonal levels which in turn will change the way you feel, some for the better, and some for the worse. Be prepared especially if you have an existing anxiety condition, trust me I know first hand.