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I started working out my senior year in high school at a fat 250lbs or so. Over a period of a few months I dropped from 250lbs down to 180lbs, give or take a few. I had a burning desire to get huge and I was determined to do it "all naturally."
I went from 180 to about 200 by eating and training my ass off. My whole life revolved around lifting and it changed my whole lifestyle. I met a guy at my gym who was a big juicehead. After debating and debating for a few weeks, and researching my ass off.. I decided to purchase 200 dianabol tablets. I used 4-5 a day until I ran out and gained a good 15lbs and got sooooo many comments about how big I was getting. From that point on I was hooked and my whole mindset changed. I no longer relied on my work ethic and diet... all I thought about was my next cycle. I got to the point where I would train hard when I was using and I would slack off when I stopped. I was no longer happy with being just a little big, and I wanted to get freaky.... so I saved my money up and bought a fairly large cycle. I was using dosages way too high for a rookie and eventually developed an anxiety disorder. I delt with it for as long as I could and finally I was put on anti-depressants. I became lazy and didn't want to train. I have been neglecting my health and diet and caring more about what cycle I was going to run. Eventually this landed my in the hospital with a bad panic attack due to (once again) using very high doses that my body can't handle. I just hope you young guys out there read this and take me seriously when I say... Take it slow! You have the rest of your life to get huge and you don't need to try and do it in short period of time. Don't end up fucking yourself up. Your HEALTH is more important then how big you are. Where do I go from here?? Well.. Right now I am struggling with getting my anxiety under control. Switching anti-depressants, and anti-anxiety drugs until I find the right combo. The gym isn't my #1 priority right now neither is juicing. If I decide to run a cycle again, I will MAKE SURE THAT I GET BLOOD TESTS DONE and have my doctor check up on me regularly. I know most of you young guys won't take me seriously, but one day you'll see where I'm coming from. I've had way too many friends fuck themselves up from being stupid and I'm heading down that road if I don't get straightened out. Best of luck to you all, once I get my anxiety under control I'm sure I'll be back in the game.... but ALOT MORE CAREFUL this time!
Stay Safe
Spunky
I went from 180 to about 200 by eating and training my ass off. My whole life revolved around lifting and it changed my whole lifestyle. I met a guy at my gym who was a big juicehead. After debating and debating for a few weeks, and researching my ass off.. I decided to purchase 200 dianabol tablets. I used 4-5 a day until I ran out and gained a good 15lbs and got sooooo many comments about how big I was getting. From that point on I was hooked and my whole mindset changed. I no longer relied on my work ethic and diet... all I thought about was my next cycle. I got to the point where I would train hard when I was using and I would slack off when I stopped. I was no longer happy with being just a little big, and I wanted to get freaky.... so I saved my money up and bought a fairly large cycle. I was using dosages way too high for a rookie and eventually developed an anxiety disorder. I delt with it for as long as I could and finally I was put on anti-depressants. I became lazy and didn't want to train. I have been neglecting my health and diet and caring more about what cycle I was going to run. Eventually this landed my in the hospital with a bad panic attack due to (once again) using very high doses that my body can't handle. I just hope you young guys out there read this and take me seriously when I say... Take it slow! You have the rest of your life to get huge and you don't need to try and do it in short period of time. Don't end up fucking yourself up. Your HEALTH is more important then how big you are. Where do I go from here?? Well.. Right now I am struggling with getting my anxiety under control. Switching anti-depressants, and anti-anxiety drugs until I find the right combo. The gym isn't my #1 priority right now neither is juicing. If I decide to run a cycle again, I will MAKE SURE THAT I GET BLOOD TESTS DONE and have my doctor check up on me regularly. I know most of you young guys won't take me seriously, but one day you'll see where I'm coming from. I've had way too many friends fuck themselves up from being stupid and I'm heading down that road if I don't get straightened out. Best of luck to you all, once I get my anxiety under control I'm sure I'll be back in the game.... but ALOT MORE CAREFUL this time!
Stay Safe
Spunky
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