My father just passed away.. Inkman69

[Pamela]

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
You need time to heal and get over this..
Do not do a cycle for a while so your body and
mind can heal..
You need to try and eat good and keep doing some
sort of activity.. It would be nice if you and your
wife could go on some nice walks together..
And share some of your thoughts and feelings..

If the depression keeps up for longer than a few weeks,
may be check with your dr. about Zoloft.

God Bless you and your family..

Pamela

 

[TEXgrl]

inkman, so sorry for your loss.....i would be lost without my mom and dad. keep on training. you need the outlet for your stress, and the natural boost it will give you. don't bottle up your feelings like most men do. let it out. you'll be amazed at how good you'll feel. your dad lived a full life, you should too.

good luck

 

[Raina]

I'm so sorry to hear that you lost your father. He sounds like he really lived an honorable and inspirational life. You're lucky to have had him in your life for so long. I lost my father when I was very young (3). My step dad is amazing and I love him more than anything, but I always wonder what my biological dad was like.

I think others are right that staying off of gear right now is probably best. It might not be too healthy to m ess with your hormones when you're grieving. I also agree with Spatts to try and let your new wife help you. Everyone gieves differently-- so try to do what's best for you. Be gentle with yourself. You and your family are in my prayers.

 

[spongebob]

Hey everyone just needed someone to talk to right now. I just lost my father last week. My father was the strongest man I ever knew. He was not afraid of anything except for my Mother. He fought in WW2 and the Korean War and won several medels includeing a bronze star and a purple heart He was always there to help when you needed it. I watched him die slowly over the last few months and I knew he could not stand feeling so helpless cause he was such a proud and strong man.My Mother died of lung cancer in April I too had to watch her waste away to nothing before my very eyes.

I just got married on the 24th and I have been off cycle now for about a month. I really feel like I am losing it right now. I can't deal with the depression anymore should I go back on cycle to help me though this. I don't want it to effect my marriage to my new wife due to the depression I am in. I don't feel like myself anymore. I have not trained or eaten right for weeks now and am loseing lbs of hard earned muscle. I don't seem to enjoy anything anymore lately except being with my wife. Here is what I use to look like...

your dad sounds like one hell of a model american, i would be proud to have him as my dad as i am sure you are. good luck.

 

[Inkman69]

Thank you EVERYONE ! for your kind words and prayers. Your words and wisdom have given me the strengh to attack this head on and deal with the loss of both my parents without going back on a cycle or using drugs or alcohol to hide the pain. I plan to continue to train cause I know it is great way to fight the depression. In a couple of months I will get on the best cycle I can get on and I will compete in 2003. I will dedicate the win to my parents for everything they have done for me. Thanks from the bottom of my heart ...Inkman and T

 

[Lestat]

I am very sorry to hear about your great loss.

 

[robby]

i'm sorry for your loss, bro!

all the best

robby