My wife found a bottle of empty sciroxx primo on the floor. I dont know how the hell it fell. she googled it and found out that it was a steroid. She started crying and telling how could i put our marriage and my health in danger by taking a drug. I felt so bad because she started crying. I told her i would quit and i promised to God for her that i would quit. I was just getting into this cycle but now im stopping. I hate to see her cry,I love her so much. I dont want to lose my marriage because of gear. Why did i drop my shit!!!!!! What should i do? I promised her and God and i take both of them serious.
Bro...first off...if you leave elite, i will miss our banter...but before you decide either ways, just hear me out.
I will begin with a detour and tell you what i did before i started gear. I sat with my wife ( yes and i have 3 kids too ) and told her all about my researches and gave her some credible reading material telling her about the benefits of Testosterone after a particular age and told her that i wanted to live a better healthier life for the sake of my family.
She researched the benefits of Test on her own and thankfully understood how i'd benefit at my age. I'm 38 btw. And thats how i bergan the whole thing. Upfront. No lies. No secrets. AND....Believe me you bro...had it gone the other way...
...i swear i would have cycled either way. And definitely would have got caught someday or the other. We are afterall humans and are prone to mistakes.
Now listen up and listen good bud. What you do is cycle off. Stop gear totally for 6 months thereabouts. Then...slowly...gradually...gently...romantically...start up talk on the benefits of Testosterone for the older male...as in...the male who's over 35. I know you are 37. And work it into her subconsciously...vey very slowly. No rushing things here buddy.
Test talk is like gonna be convincing a virgin about anal sex. Its that delicate believe me. I've successfully done it and i'm sure you can too. And once positive thoughts start sinking in...Jeez...she'll be ready to learn to inject it into your butt bro...and thats the best you can ask for...
Think about it. Never give up. Be truthful to the Almighty and the Almighty who's not a single entity but Whos one who envelops the entire warp and woof of creation will help you. Your intentions will matter though. Keep them s\traight. Be truthful and open to her feelings. Appreciate her more often..but do it by not making things too obvious..i'm dure you're getting the drift...
Best luck. God Bless. God Speed.