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Mavafanculo said:reasons to be cheerful, part 3
Mmm Jamie, please lift the restraining order!
I have no reason to live....I am contemplating my departure...
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Mmm Jamie, please lift the restraining order!
http://www.elitefitness.com/forum/8118108-post92.htmlGUARDIAN said:
Nobledude, I honestly think No wait I in fact know that there are plenty ton loads of people that have been in your shoes.Not so much as over a lover, but over something, over anything. There comes a point in peoples lives when shit hits the fan and the depression gets to us, however there also comes a time when shit lifts up and life moves on...I was reading some of your posts and agree with some other posters here. So you think that removing yourself from this earth will remove the pain, well you are wrong it will just radiate onto other people (your daughter, her mother, your parents, friends, etc). DO NOT allow the wrong doings from other people cause you your dignity, life,etc. You are a good person, just in a wrong spot right now...Good things come to those that wait, give it some time I am positive that things will improve for you. As for your child going out of the country, that cannot happen without your approval She is your child also...So you cannot think of living without her while she grows up in the us, but you expect her to grow up without her father? Let me tell you, a father is the most crucial thing to a little girl. My father did not commit suicide or leave me, he just emotionally was not there, it is sucked. I won't get into my thoughts of him or my issues but i will tell you, DO NOT do that to her..I am usually a bitch, but this hits close to home. I really think that you need to call the hotline then see someone regularly to talk and to get on a depression med. Look Noble if you ever want to talk there are plenty people here who will try their hardest to lift your ass up, it took a great person to admit their issues and in my opinion this was not a suicide threat, this was more of a cry for help..We are all here for you please call that number and get well soon ND.
Nobledude said:
I thought I was bulletproof with my age and all that I've been through, but love gone wrong can still fuck me up... If you stick it out (not giving up on life), things will more than likely end up being even better than ever... I understand how you feel, been there....Keep trying and see what happens... Give it another go man... You can fall in love with lots of people... I used to not believe that, but I've been in love several times now and I don't regret any of them. You need to get away, just come on down here for a week and we'll hang out and talk. Nearly all of my friends have contemplated suicide when things have gone sour for them.
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She didnt fall in love with someone else...blueta2 said:
That guy was her former big love before she met me....She came to US , she got married with some US citizen dude to be legally in US.\
After she got her green card , she divorced..it was a business marriage, that guy got paid.
Meanwhile, her former boyfriend back in ROmania got married without telling her...she was devastated at the time....she met me on line, and she fell in love with me.
Unfortunately, I didnt treat her right....she told me once that her former lover treated her always nice and they never got in a verbal fight.
She is a hot woman too and it is hard for me to see her naked and not to wan her...
I dont know how to stop wanting her...any tips?
