I have no reason to live....I am contemplating my departure...

[all the whey]

It is not a suicidal threat...but a desperate cry for help...I am exploring every venue that can take me out of this path of self destruction.

I just cant help myself to get over what happened.


I am a desperate man and I dont know if I can snap out of it!

She found a site where I was looking at how to kill myself.....

She asked me if I want to kill myself...I didnt answer!

She said that she cannot stop me and told me to think at my child....

She didn't really seemed affected....

Bro, earlier when you said you would do it to hurt her. I was going to say she won't be hurt or feel guilt. She will use it to justify her actions. Tell everyone you were fucking crazy and she was trying to save the kid.

I didn't want to hurt your feelings. But, if a woman is over you. She will not feel guilt. (most cases)

 

[Nobledude]

Bro, earlier when you said you would do it to hurt her. I was going to say she won't be hurt or feel guilt. She will use it to justify her actions. Tell everyone you were fucking crazy and she was trying to save the kid.

I didn't want to hurt your feelings. But, if a woman is over you. She will not feel guilt. (most cases)

There are only 2 people that know the story....my former boss, who used to be my friend, and a Romanian gal who I met on line before I met my current fiancee.


She was in love with me and she was devastated when I told her that I met someone else--my fiancee-- and she cried over me for two weeks. But I wasnt in love with her, we just have good sex....

Now she is my friend whom I am telling every day what I am going thru...

She still has feelings for me..I respect her friendship a huge deal.


If something horrible were to happen, I hope that there will be a voice who would tell the true story to my daughter....

 

[Nobledude]

You want her because now you can't have her.
That will fade over time.
Whatever you do, don't go out and screw someone else to try to get over it. That's the weak mans way to deal with pain.
The only way to stop wanting her is to work on yourself

True....I wont go out and try to score...


I agree that I have to on myself but I dont know what to do anymore..

 

[all the whey]

Nothing is going to happen to you.

You will be better than ever. I promise

 

[Raptorex]

http://www.drwaynedyer.com/listen/

updated link (left you another post describing it)

 

[Nobledude]

Nothing is going to happen to you.

You will be better than ever. I promise

I dont know...

I have been battling depression after I got injured and had surgery on my Achilles tendon...

They wanted me to give me a job after I got better--5 months after my surgery--but I didnt want to go to work.. I was scared and afraid to meet people...

Now when I wanted to get back , my boss said that he cant take me back as he is laying people off..

She came back from work and saw that I was perusing some suicidal sites on my computer while I was sleeping with my baby daughter..

After i woke up, I went straight into my bedroom and got on my laptop.

She asked me why I was upset...she asked me if taking care of our daughter was the reason I was upset as I baby sit every day while she is at work...

I said NO...she asked me if not finding a job made me upset...

I didnt answer...



YEA....would have been my answer...

She then asked if I want to kill myself..I said, i dont know..

She said that I should live for our daughter and see her old and take care of her....

She said that she cant stop me doing that...

If she were in my shoes I would have been more affected...and would have tried to help her out much more than she did....




WTF.....She should have asked 'are you upset because I fuked another man'?

 

[Nobledude]

I need to stop the lust for her....I want to stop trying to have sex with her almost every day.....

How the fuck should I refrain myself/? having a hot woman next to you makes it so much harder...seeing her naked out of the shower make it so impossible not to want her./

 

[Smurfy]

I dont know...

I have been battling depression after I got injured and had surgery on my Achilles tendon...

They wanted me to give me a job after I got better--5 months after my surgery--but I didnt want to go to work.. I was scared and afraid to meet people...

Now when I wanted to get back , my boss said that he cant take me back as he is laying people off..

She came back from work and saw that I was perusing some suicidal sites on my computer while I was sleeping with my baby daughter..

After i woke up, I went straight into my bedroom and got on my laptop.

She asked me why I was upset...she asked me if taking care of our daughter was the reason I was upset as I baby sit every day while she is at work...

I said NO...she asked me if not finding a job made me upset...

I didnt answer...



YEA....would have been my answer...

She then asked if I want to kill myself..I said, i dont know..

She said that I should live for our daughter and see her old and take care of her....

She said that she cant stop me doing that...

If she were in my shoes I would have been more affected...and would have tried to help her out much more than she did....




WTF.....She should have asked 'are you upset because I fuked another man'?

stop fucking feeling sorry for yourself

 

[Wulfgar]

picture her with another guys cock in her mouth

normally does the trick....unless you are into that sort of thing

 

[all the whey]

picture her with another guys cock in her mouth

normally does the trick....unless you are into that sort of thing

lol

I was going to say picture the other dude banging her.


Seriously, the hottest girl I ever dated treated me like shit and I couldn't even hate fuck her.