jh1
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layinback said:yes, the coke and H were good...the best. coke came straight off the dock, i should know, i got it off the dock. the H was always mex...black tar or mud. i worked for an organization that dealt in these products and i had an endless supply. true story: i was so fucked up that two higher ups in our crew took me to a treatment center!!! two veeery high profile drug dealers drove me to a treatment center and had me admitted! or smack and coke was the best money could buy...until we cut it..but still goood shit. i have witnessed ppl doin an oz a day. i couldnt do that much because i would lapse into a psychosis, not cool as i had machine guns and not much of a conscience at the time. i threw away, into the ocean, 2 kilos. i was trying to quit!

Holy Mother of God.
That's scary to even know that you lapse into psychosis @ x amount of said drug. I've been around people tweaked out they were checking the door and blinds every two seconds - and as made famous by HT, they were surfing the carpets for nuggets of junk. But seeing those people in that state is what kept me in check, I always thought - "damn, if I ever exhibit that type of behavior someone shoot me" - I was only in it for the fun, when it wasn't fun I stopped / quit. There were a couple of times where I could tell the x was paranoid and was acting abnormally, that's when i tried to force her to get help.
At one time the thought of 2 Kilo's of blowieo going into the ocean would have broke my heart. Shit makes me sick to my stomach though now.