Hi Mate,
Firstly let me say that it appears you are starting steroids for all the wrong reasons. This doesn't seem like it is the sort of thing you can just pick up and put down as you feel like it. You are messing with your genetics so proper planning a knowledge are key to a successful cycle. But I'm sure you have heard all this before and will still choose to do as you please so below is my advice.
Just started my own first cycle so I know how daunting it can be. I have been reading like 4 hours a day so I think I am knowledgeable on the correct protocol although not yet experienced but anyone please correct me if I am too far out. Did my fifth inject yest and haven't had one that hurts yet.
It really is the easiest thing in the world. I'd go as far as saying I look forward to it but perhaps that's a bit morbid.
As for ancillary's I now do the following.
12.5mg Aromasin ED This seams to be the best AI around with no rebound effect. Using this will reduce the chance of bloat, gyno and other oestrogen (yes from the UK) effects.
HCG - I inject 250ui sub-q twice a week with an insulin syringe. Using this helps keep testicles up and running. Will be a great help when I start PCT.
I have loads of tamoxifen (Nolva) on hand should I see signs of gyno.
I have Letro on hand should any lumps appear.
PCT will be as follows:
2 weeks after last inject and 4 days after final HCG shot (500ui) I start:
Week 1 - Tamoxifen 40
Week 2 - Tamoxifen 40
Week 3 - Tamoxifen 20
Week 4 - Tamoxifen 10
I will also be using creatine to make training a little easier as well as various test boosters like Tribulus.
The rush you feel when injecting is probably just a surge of adrenaline which I'm sure will go away the more used to it you get. I love the feeling the evening after my inject. I feel great for some strange reason but like you I'm sure that feeling will subside as I get used to it so I am just making the most of it for now.
Besides the massive advantage AAS can give the most important substance during cycle is your diet and if this isn't spot then you are wasting your time and money. Training also needs to be intense. It's not yet too late to stop and do some further research and have a long think about this. You need to invest in some more gear and ancillarys before you are ready anyways...
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