have you ever been so stunned by someones death you just dont FEEL?

[javaguru]

Sorry for your loss. I have lost some dear friends and close family in my life. Death unfortunately is part of life. We will all experience it. Some sooner than others. It doesn't make it better but I am not shocked by it anymore. I realize that I can die at any time or lose a loved one at any time. This is why you need to make the best of today.

Indeed.

 

[shirlene29]

same...I've been to a lot of wakes/funerals in my day.
I fuckin lost it utterly last night and barely made it to the casket.
didn't get the closure I was looking for...the family dressed him wrong ..almost right but not quite and the funeral home did a terrible job on his body...seriously the worst job I've ever seen..he looked like a bad wax mannequin.
however ...seeing another one of his close frienda.d.nd the gasket itself I lost it worse than I think I ever have at one of these things.
the immediate cause of death was a broken neck...and it looks like he doubled over on the stairs from a ruptured abdominal aortic aneurysm..
the lesson I guess is.. care of your body and listen when it tells you something is wrong

 

[smurf2]

Holy shit thats terrible

 

[TrueLiberal]

Sorry for you loss. My mother died on Memorial Day this year. I was numb for most of the time following. I really started feeling the emotions around it a month ago.

It's your reaction to the shock. Shut off so you can function. You may notice odd behavioral differences like I did. I became very aggressive and confrontational when dealing with issues be they personal or business. Keep confidants close to you. You may experience a flood of emotions at some point like I did.

 

[Johnny698]

I have yes I lost my father to cancer when I was 14, got really rough by my brother took it the worst he never went to talk to anyone about it and now he has the shortest temper kinda like what everyon describes being on tren is like and he will never talk about it and its been almost 10 years