That IS very disgusting. When I was younger, I was engaged to a girl for 4 years. Instead of ending things properly, we went to couples counsling and while in it, she started seeing someone else! Why even bother for the therapist?! It was a horrible pain that burned my heart and soul for a long time.
When I finally met my wife, I was so happy to meet such an understanding, wonderful, great woman. I swear Greek women are the best! Anyway, I would never dream of doing a thing to harm her or cheat on her. I love her too much to ever disrespect her or hurt her heart the way mine once was. I know that pain and wouldn't wish that on anyone or dare cause it. When I saw how serious and devoted she was to me, I got her a ring and we were only together about 2 weeks. We were married 4 1/2 weeks into our relationship! Tomorrow is our 2 year anniversary and the best two years of both of our lives. We spend almost 24 hours a day together. We are each others best friends and more. She is the other piece of my puzzle and I for hers. I don't *need* her and she doesn't *need* me, we *want* to be together and it's a wonderful feeling.
So to the original poster, don't lose heart my friend. Good women and for your ladies out there, good men are out there. It may take time but one day when you least expect it, you will find that special someone. If not, fill your time by bettering yourself in life and being a better you. Better to be alone than with someone who won't be there to stand behind you 100% and you the same!