So you HAVE TO take steroids LOLOLOLOLOLOL
Ross, that last line, translation?: I come off and I lose all my gains so I don't come off at 26 years of age? You look good, but you are not that big.
That screams to me that I don't really know how to diet or train properly so I use drugs to make up for it.
You wouldn't be the first, you wouldn't be the last lad and I am sure you are not alone in that.
Very few admit that they use gear to make up for gaps in their training and diet.
What are you going to do when you hit 40? 50?
I forget if it was Steve Reeves or Reg Parks who said something like "If you can't build a decent physique when you are young without steroids, then quit bodybuilding and take up something like ping pong'
You said you had a outrageously high natural test level.
Do you know what it is now after however many cycles or putting yourself on HRT for life in your 20s?