Do I have to drop the tren?

[burnthiscorpse]

So my wife came up to me tonight and tells me she cant deal with me anymore(not in the "Im leaving" way), Tells me that for the last week and a half I she doesnt even know me. MEan spirited, more rude comments than usual, short fused, unapproachable, snappy, just a totally different person. I am two weeks into tren.
I am having no sides at all except being alot warmer at times.
I swear to whatever people swear to that I feel NO different. Attitude wise, ect. I'm usually a grouch I suppose. But I really dont see it.
I believe her, but I just dont see it. I dont know whether making a consiouos effort would matter or if i should just drop it. I have read a few posts from guys saying tren totally morphs them into somthing they have never been. Even on a gram of test a week I was fine. The thing that gets me is that if i'm doing it, I'm not aware of it. She definatley would not complain unless she really had reason to.
This ever happen to any of you? Even alchohol never used to turn me into a dick when I used to drink.

 

[bigtravis]

It will do it. I did a full page article for a paper once. RADAR read it. I mentioned a time when we were in public and I made such a specticle of myself that even 4 years later I am still emberassed by it. You don't realize it. But you have to decide bro. Mines gone now.

 

[burnthiscorpse]

It will do it. I did a full page article for a paper once. RADAR read it. I mentioned a time when we were in public and I made such a specticle of myself that even 4 years later I am still emberassed by it. You don't realize it. But you have to decide bro. Mines gone now.

Yeah, I feel totally fine. Actually better than fine. I think I might back the dose down a bit and go eod even to spread it out a bit more and give it a week or two. If she says its the same I will have to drop it. If I'm gonna be a dick I wanna be aware of it.

 

[sonicwaste]

You have to consciously fight it bro. And you can do it.

Lots of people have the same problem, I for one do as well.

Now, typically I am the most mild tempered person. I don't bother easily, I am non confrontational, just overall chill and relaxed and don't have temper issues and am not snappy in the slightest.

Tren is my favorite shit in the world, but it does make me snappy and short tempered, and I have to consciously fight it... If I don't, I have a day like I did today.

I woke up for my morning cardio today. I've been going with my wife lately because she is a teacher and off of work for the summer. So today I wake up and get ready really fast. Today in particular my wife took forever to get ready to go. And I totally flipped out on her for taking so long. After my flip out we were walking to the gym and I was just thinking to myself "did I really just freak out like that, that's fucking stupid".

Then tonight, I was at rehearsal. We hired a new horn section. I was out of town for a couple of weeks and missed some rehearsals. Tonight was my first night back. Started playing a few songs and the horn players were totally stepping on my toes... Doubling some of my keyboard parts and I was getting annoyed. It sounded like shit on this one particular song. I just stopped playing. And my frontman stopped and looked at me and asked why I wasn't playing. I totally freaked out again. "How about you guys go on tour without me this time around, the horn section is playing all my parts, you don't need me." "God damnit this sounds like shit". "I leave for two weeks and you fuckers blah blah blah."

Everyone just sat there and looked at me like a freak. I could tell they were thinking... what is wrong with him??? Then my drummer says... Hey man whatever supplements you are on, you are definitely looking awesome but you are acting werid...

Now in this situation, I was totally right and my band mates knew that... My I exploded and approached the situation like a 4 year old ass hole.

Not a good mental day today for me... But I just have to remember to be cautious and to fight the urge to be like that. When I am conscious of it, I can control it.

Tren has too many benefits body wise to let the negative aggression effects screw you.

 

[slimjim1985]

if the spread of your dosage doesn't help... I would definately drop the tren for a loved one. Your wife comes first as gay as that sounds.

 

[sonicwaste]

if the spread of your dosage doesn't help... I would definately drop the tren for a loved one. Your wife comes first as gay as that sounds.

very true... But it is all mind over matter. You have to remember to make the extra effort to control yourself.

And a lot of people say if you are naturally an asshole AAS will make you a bigger asshole... People say this in defense explaining that AAS "roid rage" doesn't really exist. But I have to disagree... LIke I said before I have no temper issues nor am I ever an asshole... Give me tren and I am totally different.

 

[genetics]

So my wife came up to me tonight and tells me she cant deal with me anymore(not in the "Im leaving" way), Tells me that for the last week and a half I she doesnt even know me. MEan spirited, more rude comments than usual, short fused, unapproachable, snappy, just a totally different person. I am two weeks into tren.
I am having no sides at all except being alot warmer at times.
I swear to whatever people swear to that I feel NO different. Attitude wise, ect. I'm usually a grouch I suppose. But I really dont see it.
I believe her, but I just dont see it. I dont know whether making a consiouos effort would matter or if i should just drop it. I have read a few posts from guys saying tren totally morphs them into somthing they have never been. Even on a gram of test a week I was fine. The thing that gets me is that if i'm doing it, I'm not aware of it. She definatley would not complain unless she really had reason to.
This ever happen to any of you? Even alchohol never used to turn me into a dick when I used to drink.

read carefully bro...

this is assuming she doesn't know you juice...and if she does, all the better.

during this whole period become an actor within. play a game with yourself evaluating your own acting skills on a daily basis. just ACT extra nice to her throughout the day...anytime you spot her, the extra nice mask involuntarily comes on...getting me? just keep at it till the cycle's done...

the above part is actually the secondary one in terms of importance...

once the cycle is through, get back to - " grouch mode " - becoming the natural grouch which you naturally are...you see bro, what is gonna actually happen is...she's gonna start missing that nice guy you WERE when you were juicing ( if she knows you're ON ) or, that guy you were a little while ago...

Please understand...it is all a psychological game with women...irrespective of whether she's your spouse or gf or love or a live in. Play with it. In the bargain, she feels pampered and nice with the new nice guy you've become...and, you get to complete your goals

 

[joe d]

Yeah, I feel totally fine. Actually better than fine. I think I might back the dose down a bit and go eod even to spread it out a bit more and give it a week or two. If she says its the same I will have to drop it. If I'm gonna be a dick I wanna be aware of it.

eod will make it worst. stay with ed if you are going to stay on it. if i where you i would drop the tren unless you dont care what heppens with your woman. if you still plan to try a lesser dose make sure it is ok with her first. tell her you will just drop it if she doesnt want to wait and see. dont fuck your whole life up with this.

 

[folderslide]

i say kick back and have a talk with her. explain that you really don't want to drop the substance, but that you will if she wants you to as she is more important to you. then get onto finding middle ground, such as lowering your dose. explain how you could try to do this, and together you can see if things get better. if you make the situation into a 'team' goal thing where everyone's best interests are being sought, she will be more open to options. not to mention it could well bring you closer, and you still get to juice if things go well.

 

[TheUbermensch]

Does she know you're on the roids? Really, you know better than anyone whether you've been acting differently or not.

I've found if you tell NOBODY you're on roids and don't let anyone find them, they will treat you the same as always. However, if you tell people you're on them, they'll say your behavior is markedly different.

It's because steroids have a stigma of roidrage attached to them and the less-informed will simply assume your behavior is different. Once they've convinced themself that you ARE behaving differently it's easy to look for things to reaffirm their prejudice.


She probably either knows you are on roids or has found them..... Her saying your behavior is different is simply her trying to make you quit them.