Depression and stress are kicking my ass!!!!!!

[needleboy]

On a cycle now- Sust, deca, eq, fina & winny, cycle has been going incredibly well, but job, relationship issues and remodeling my condo have my head in a spin!

It's to the point that I'm actually a little scared to come off(in 4 weeks) because of the post cycle depression I usually get!!

I have bad insomnia, moody as fuck, feel like shit. It's beginning to effect my diet, and cardio. FUCK!!!!!!!

 

[Zyglamail]

Im lucky I guess, pretty stable for the most part. My lifes been hell so maybe I am just used to shit falling apart all around me. Just take a step back and relaxe, take some you time and do something you really enjoy.

 

[needleboy]

Thanks Zyg, but my life's been in an uproar for 3 months, living in a construction zone. It was supposed to be done this pat weekend, but they fucked up the floors (4 times) and I can't even walk in it as the epoxy they put down yesterday didn't set up, and now I can't get the contractor to even call me back. I don't know what kind of epoxy they used, so I can't even call someone else in to fix it, and I paid half up front!

Fiance(we live together) is driving me up the wall with shit she wants me to do, and she can't work because her office is in our condo. So she calls me 10X per day wanting me to do shit, and I can't get any work done.

I say again...... FUCK!!!!!!!!!

 

[Chuck T]

Sorry to hear that Needleboy, hope everything gets better for ya. Without the bad times, you would never know when you are having a good time. Sure that doesnt really help but maybe it will. Good luck bro

-Chuck

 

[jet]

Needleboy, take a step back and look!!!!! You don't have it so bad. At least you didn't have a loved one in the WTC or your not sending a child or brother over to fight So chill and remember ( this is what i do) that as bad as you have it, there are ALWAYS people in this world who have real bad things to worry about.

Think about the good things in your life.....

 

[macho21]

needleboy, i am going through something similar. Just keep working hard, and the good times will be right around the corner. Its very hard as i am finding it for myself, but dont let the stress affect your work, B.B, and relationship with others. Good luck bro, and just keep working hard bro. You'll get there!!

 

[The TEST of Truth]

needleboy, i can relate with the depression and insomnia. Just make sure you got the right goods to come off: clomid, maybe some hcg, and clen. A ton of clen gets me so worked up that it makes not taking the juice bearable. Also, try insulin with creatine. how about anavar? there are things out there to make it more bearable. look into them.

 

[jAcKiNDaBoX]

Don't ever let thing get under your skin(especially when your on gear) If you do it will just make everything worse....take time for yorself everyone needs their own private time, take agression out at the gym......and always remember there is always someone out there that has it ten times worse....hey you have a house to remodel and a fiance...think about it.....hope everything gets better.