Honey, when you are my size, & even smaller (as you are ell on your road to success for life, health & the physical bennies) ... that scrunity & judgement will ALWAYS be there in one form or another ... I have remind myself DAILY about these things ... and surround yourself with people who understand you ... (which you have )
It's very hard for me, b/c I have to search for those that won't judge me, b/c ain't no one ever getting in this Bunny's brain ... lol trust me it's a good thing
Trying this out as of late... and I have people more confused than ever ... "It is discouraging to try to penetrate a mind like yours. You ought to get it out and dance on it. That would take some of the rigidity out of it. ~Mark Twain"
SO I continue to dance ... confuse, smile, and just day by day be thankful my eyes open & all senses are in tact ... except when I couldn't feel my arm from sleeping on it wrong (couched it...)
You are such a great assest to this board ...
Life baby - ... live it ... I'm tryin' ... gurl am I TRYIN' ... and dang if I didn't lose my rhythm ... grrrr