we all had that girl that we grew up with/did everything with back in high school man....
everybody. myself, my best friend, dad, ect. christ.... one time i was at red lobster my senior year of high school and the waitress saw my last name on my debit card and asked me if i knew my cousin, that she hasn't seen him for seven years, and she that she really missed him.
I told her that he was in the marines, and married, but she still wanted me to tell him that they should get together and catch up sometime because they used to be best friends.
This is life bro. you're married. it's not some Ryan Reynolds movie where you can go back and reconnect with that girl.
if you were meant to be with her, you'd already be with her bro....
you can still love somebody and think about her from time to time, but you have to look from an outside perspective at what good could possibly come out of meeting up with her. not only for you, but for your whole family....