Ahhhh so sweet! NOT! But here's the thing, the only way to learn, is to make mistakes.
Welcome to the biggest one you will make in your life. My only advice is have fun doing it, because it will be a story you tell your Grand kids from the kids you have with another women when you wake up into reality ;-)
Reminds me of my close friend who 2 weeks ago was on Plenty of Losers (I mean fish) and msg'ed this guy on a Friday night, met him the next night and then emailed to tell me she met "the yin to her yang" and he's "the one" so he's moving into her house this weekend.
It's not love, in this case, it's called fear of loneliness and desperation.
She went through a serious divorce 2 yrs ago and all she's done since is use all her energy to meet men. She has been rejected over and over so now she found one who has not rejected her and she's going to hold on tight.
She's close to 40 yrs old and still hasn't learned from her mistakes.
In any case, that disaster will end up as bad as yours will.
Real love doesn't grow in 2 months. Like Spy says, have a longggggggggggggg engagement.