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moonshadow_shadowmoon
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As of 29 April 2026, I will be ordering supplements to begin rebuilding my body at age 68. My regiment will include testosterone enanthate 300mg/weeks 1-10, weeks 11-16 Nolvades 20mg/day + Clomid 50 mg/day + HCGenerate 5 Caps/day + N2 Guard 5 caps/day in addition to drinking a whey protein weight gain shake and high protein high carb food offering to my body. It funny how in 24 hours i've gone from asking about if it was okay to stick a +18 gage syringe in my stomach, to getting hilarious, but gentle guidance from forum manners that--how about no, Moonshadow. I can't believe youtube has videos on injecting tst! Love the technology. If this was available in the 1970s, there is no telling how it would have positively affected me. My biggest goal in introducing testosterone into my body is based on a discussion I had with my Veterans Affairs Shrink (I am a 20 year vet of the Air Force with military related mental challenges). I asked her, how is it that the medical profession will allow a man who thinks he is a woman to get estrogen shots, and a woman who thinks she is a man to get testosterone shots, but a heterosexual man who wants to raise his testosterone levels to enjoy his masculinity can't get medical approval. She could not answer. This is why I am on this journey. 18 months ago i weighed 225 pounds, diagnosed with pre diabetes, heart disease, etc. I went on ozempic, and only had the energy to walk every day 2 miles in picking up my grand kids from school. As of this writing I weigh 140 pounds. It is time to get my muscle mix on. I don't want to go quietly into the night. I don't want to be like my fellow brethren baby boomers with a fat gut, callouses on my feet, and living through the television while drowning in alcohol and weed. NOTE TO YOUNG FOLKS: I don't know what the government has done to weed, but when I smoked it in the 70s, there was never a putrid odor coming from my body or the complications now being reported. At any rate, I am excited to get in the gym and see my body respond. I am also starting tai chi quan this Saturday and tonight I begin my two courses in photography from the New York Institute of Photography. IN addition, I am setting the foundation to starting a tshirt business. But getting my body right is paramount to me being successful in all the other areas. When I did lift in my youth, I had what this generation calls "swag." There was no greater feeling than seeing women turn their heads when I walked by. I don't know what my sex appeal will be after the 16th week of training. Maybe I will explore this technology of on-line dating and see what happens. But even if I am not able to find someone with this new me, just preparing for the thrill of pressing iron again in the gym has given me a thrill I haven't experienced in years. I also want to walk across the stage and compete with other old heads who body build. There is a golds gym in Colorado Springs, I will call to see if there are any competitions I can enter as I approach the 16th week of my musclematrix journey. This was a good idea from the administrator to post this thread. I have no one else to talk to about what I am doing. Okay...Until the next entry: Keep Pumpin'!!!!!
