If feel for you bro. I know what it's like to be busted up too. Except in my case, I really am busted up. 3 mo's ago I was in a car accident that totalled my y2k Ford PowerStroke 4 door 4x4. I should have died in the crash and almost died on the op. table. I suffered cracked right ribs, bruised lung, broken femor (now has a bar in it), shattered fibula ! that came right out the side of my ankle! (now has a bracket holding the bone and the bottom most fragment in place and waiting for the fragments in between to calcifie (fuse), it will be removed in a year.
One, if it were not for Jesus, I'd for sure be dead. Dr's say if it were not for my muscle mass I'd for sure be dead (I just finished a cycle at that time lol ).
For over 2 mo's I could only lay on my back and pee in a pitcher, it took extremes to get me to the bathroom to shit. I did percocet for the whole 3 mo's to keep the pain down. Now I found, I love percocet; 2 a day just 1 hour before bed feels sooooooo gooooooood! I don't take it for pain now, just because I love the feeling! ok fuck you's, I love it.
The third month I could get around in a wheel chair and now I can get around in crutches with 120lbs of my body weight to date on the leg and I can now sleep on my side!!!!!! wooohoooooo! The reason I'm only at 120lbs on my leg so far is because the muscle atrified during that time so bad that I have a big left leg and a tiny right leg, my calf muscle is almost none existent.
Here is my plan now. I have only exactly 3 mo's left to be back to work at 100% or I'm terminated. I'm starting a Fina/EQ/TEST cycle. Fina to speed up bone tissue rebuilding (some say bullshit but I believe it raises GH levels and I've used it alot), EQ because it is good on ligaments, and test just to keep the fina from shutting off my sex drive.
That's my plan and I'm sticking to it.
THE STORM SHADOW out