yeah, whiffle ball
but you can change that.
wow dude....
you really do need more self confidence if you're talking about leagues. That's called a limiting belief
as a semi nerd to pimp type story, i'll give you this advice
fuck leagues....it's how about you present and carry yourself. If you put anybody on a pedestal, then you're always going to lose.
looks are important...but confidence is more.
Start lifting, get a cool haircut, change your clothing style...create an identity for yourself. Do things to better your life and that will improve your confidence.
Right now you have no foundation. You'll never get girls without a foundation for YOURSELF. If you don't like yourself, it's impossible for anyone else. Find hobbies, start lifting, find a real career or passion
all i did was play video games when i was younger.....i was liked in school, but never desired. wasn't very good at sports...a little chubby.
then i transformed myself. I used my video game skills to make money ( i became a professional gamer, seriously lol). Used it to start my own ebay business.
THen when i started making money i got really into style and bought new clothes, some badass jewelry, redid my hair.This was in high school too..
All that shit made me feel great....and i became the most desireable guy in my high school and college because i stood out and had an aura.
you got alot of shit to work on, start with yourself....then everything else will develop
and if you're a fuckin alter and i just wasted my time spilling all this deep shit out to you i will crush you!!!otherwise follow my advice