using Nolvadex and HCG to restore test levels..

[heavyweightBoxer]

I'm totally in the dark as to what it is
Then again its 3:30 AM and I have been taking sleep aids...

Does it revolve around a woman ?

No.

Someone I've hated since (secondary/high) school, training at the gym I used to train at. Think of the most annoying person you've known in your life multiply his annoyance by 10 and thats him. I havent seen this guy for 5 years since he was expelled from my school for drug dealing (weed not roids).

...so I walk into my gym one day and I see him with his training partner, a professional bodybuilder, 35yrs old and at least 130kg... the guy I hate is 22 at the time, a year older than I am. The moment he sees me he starts bringing up shit that happened to me at high school to impress his mate, I try to ignore him but he speaks so fucking loud that i'm unable to. Since that happened I've been unable to train with same intensity and depression has become an issue now.

This guy doesnt have a good physique and he isnt particularly strong eventhough his on steroid, but he knows so many hardnuts and thats why i'm unable to shut him up.

If I resolve this I should feel 100% again... since its the the only reason I feel the way I do these days...

 

[DIVISION]

Psychological Trauma

The moment he sees me he starts bringing up shit that happened to me at high school to impress his mate, I try to ignore him but he speaks so fucking loud that i'm unable to. Since that happened I've been unable to train with same intensity and depression has become an issue now.

This guy doesnt have a good physique and he isnt particularly strong eventhough his on steroid, but he knows so many hardnuts and thats why i'm unable to shut him up.

If I resolve this I should feel 100% again... since its the the only reason I feel the way I do these days...

You have one of two choices. You can forget it and move on because it's really not worth the trouble to get involved with-or-the next time you see him, resolve yourself to give this fuckface the worst beatdown he's ever taken. I would go for option 2, but that's me and that's the way I resolve these type of situations, directly and permanently. In other words, I would have shut him down.......for life. There's no bigger deterrent than someone who walks with a limp for the rest of his life or who can't lift a dumbell above his head because his elbow is permanently double jointed....

If this is affecting you this much, I'd say the only way to solve this is to shut him down, put his head through a window, break his jaw, take out his knee...etc. etc...

DIV

 

[NYBodyguard]

try 2 weeks of HCG followed by clomid this worked for every person I know who did it

 

[DIVISION]

Psychological Trauma

You have one of two choices. You can forget it and move on because it's really not worth the trouble to get involved with-or-the next time you see him, resolve yourself to give this fuckface the worst beatdown he's ever taken. I would go for option 2, but that's me and that's the way I resolve these type of situations, directly and permanently. In other words, I would have shut him down.......for life. There's no bigger deterrent than someone who walks with a limp for the rest of his life or who can't lift a dumbell above his head because his elbow is permanently double jointed....

If this is affecting you this much, I'd say the only way to solve this is to shut him down, put his head through a window, break his jaw, take out his knee...etc. etc...

DIV

 

[heavyweightBoxer]

Re: Psychological Trauma

You have one of two choices. You can forget it and move on because it's really not worth the trouble to get involved with-or-the next time you see him, resolve yourself to give this fuckface the worst beatdown he's ever taken. I would go for option 2, but that's me and that's the way I resolve these type of situations, directly and permanently. In other words, I would have shut him down.......for life. There's no bigger deterrent than someone who walks with a limp for the rest of his life or who can't lift a dumbell above his head because his elbow is permanently double jointed....

If this is affecting you this much, I'd say the only way to solve this is to shut him down, put his head through a window, break his jaw, take out his knee...etc. etc...

DIV

I've always known what I've needed to do but you've just reaffirmed it.

I was hoping that you wouldnt say "move on" the pussy option (in this case)... thanks for the advice DIV. I cant explain how much this has affected me.... I love training and this guy has destroyed the one thing I look forward in my spare time.

Thanks again.

I might take the drugs for a while until the situation gets resolved.

 

[DIVISION]

Props.....

I've always known what I've needed to do but you've just reaffirmed it.

I was hoping that you wouldnt say "move on" the pussy option (in this case)... thanks for the advice DIV. I cant explain how much this has affected me.... I love training and this guy has destroyed the one thing I look forward in my spare time.

Thanks again.

I might take the drugs for a while until the situation gets resolved.

I'm glad to have helped...

If you need some brass knuckles, let me know.

 

[The Terminator]

Re: Psychological Trauma

I've always known what I've needed to do but you've just reaffirmed it.

I was hoping that you wouldnt say "move on" the pussy option (in this case)... thanks for the advice DIV. I cant explain how much this has affected me.... I love training and this guy has destroyed the one thing I look forward in my spare time.

Thanks again.

I might take the drugs for a while until the situation gets resolved.

Let me guess...You are STILL only 21...

If beating a guy to death (or close to it) for something that (to me) sounds pretty trivial and nonwarranted you HAVE TO BE really young to still think that is the BEST solution...
Haven't you learned that fighting rarely resolves problems, it usually only creates more

It sounds like he is still "bullying" you at this age?

Now, if he did something horrific (in my mind, which narrows it down to only a few things) to you or someone you were real close with then I see NO PROBLEM with doing whatever is necessary to help you move beyond this...But you have not alluded that to be a fact though...

 

[heavyweightBoxer]

Re: Psychological Trauma

Let me guess...You are STILL only 21...

If beating a guy to death (or close to it) for something that (to me) sounds pretty trivial and nonwarranted you HAVE TO BE really young to still think that is the BEST solution...
Haven't you learned that fighting rarely resolves problems, it usually only creates more

It sounds like he is still "bullying" you at this age?

Now, if he did something horrific (in my mind, which narrows it down to only a few things) to you or someone you were real close with then I see NO PROBLEM with doing whatever is necessary to help you move beyond this...But you have not alluded that to be a fact though...

It sounds trivial but it isnt, and I cant resolve my problem by chatting to this guy, thats for sure. You need to know him to understand the type of person that he is and violence is unfortunately the only way to shut him up.

 

[Briweve1]

I beleive Swale says(resident Doctor) Scuplicted by Iron. Beleives that some disorders like mental/Depression/ ect. Are caused by low Test scores. And the only way to treat them is with HRT and not with Anti-Depression meds.

 

[einstein1905]

Re: Psychological Trauma

It sounds trivial but it isnt, and I cant resolve my problem by chatting to this guy, thats for sure. You need to know him to understand the type of person that he is and violence is unfortunately the only way to shut him up.

The only peoples' opinions that matter are those whose opinions you respect. Who the hell cares what anyone else says? If they say something that isn't true, screw it...it isn't true. if they say something that's true, well, it's true, so you've got nothing.

back to your question.....that's one hell of a leap to assume your test levels are low. Get bloodwork done before you go off guinea-pigging yourself.