This week has been the toughest and most trying time of my life!!

[scooter22]

Suffering builds character.... Take one day at a time..... So sorry for your pain and those you love.

 

[binö]

not big into believing in heyzeus, but stay strong bro
hit the weights
at the end of the day, you're jacked, and nobody can take that away from you.
that's gotta ease the pain a bit!

 

[javaguru]

 

[Spartacus]

what's the story?

sounds like the mother of your children did a kak deal

 

[Beachboy6294]

what's the story?

sounds like the mother of your children did a kak deal

Yes Spartacus I don't want to go into all of it but alot of you know I haven't seen my daughters in like 4-5 months and had been trying to find them. Well I hired an attorney and found out that their mom was arrested a few weeks ago on drug charges and is in rehab and she had been leaving my daughters in hotel rooms with whoever while she went out partying and someone sexually touched my daughters during this time! I have spent the last few days with my attorney and had to go take drug tests myself and I have to go sit down and talk to the child therapist that their seeing now to find out everything they've been through which is going to kill me. Then they are going to start slowly seeing me til I have full custody of them. I feel like I let them down being their father I should have been there to protect them and I wasn't! I can't even believe I'm saying this on this board but it's been killing me inside and if it wasn't for my faith and people in my church I don't know what I would have done.

 

[superqt4u2nv]

Yes Spartacus I don't want to go into all of it but alot of you know I haven't seen my daughters in like 4-5 months and had been trying to find them. Well I hired an attorney and found out that their mom was arrested a few weeks ago on drug charges and is in rehab and she had been leaving my daughters in hotel rooms with whoever while she went out partying and someone sexually touched my daughters during this time! I have spent the last few days with my attorney and had to go take drug tests myself and I have to go sit down and talk to the child therapist that their seeing now to find out everything they've been through which is going to kill me. Then they are going to start slowly seeing me til I have full custody of them. I feel like I let them down being their father I should have been there to protect them and I wasn't! I can't even believe I'm saying this on this board but it's been killing me inside and if it wasn't for my faith and people in my church I don't know what I would have done.

Holy crap that is terrible I hope that in time with therapy thing can be worked through for your daughters.

 

[Beachboy6294]

Holy crap that is terrible I hope that in time with therapy thing can be worked through for your daughters.

Thanks and I really hope that with me being there and supporting them and letting them know how much I love them and that I will never leave them or let anyone take them away from me again and that in time they will be able to live a happy normal life or it will crush me til the day I die!

 

[Spartacus]

though I'm not a father I tend to believe children are resilient and hopefully over time any unfavorable memories will fade
I hope mom gets help

I have a similar story I'll share tomorrow

 

[Beachboy6294]

though I'm not a father I tend to believe children are resilient and hopefully over time any unfavorable memories will fade
I hope mom gets help

I have a similar story I'll share tomorrow

Yes as mad as I am at her I need to pray for her because she isn't that kind of a person and would have never done that crap without being on drugs and she has to live with this guilt the rest of her life and the last thing I want is my daughters mom committing suicide or getting back on drugs cause she can't deal with what has happened. So somehow I have to pray for her for my girls!

 

[Lestat]

fuck man that is intense, I hope you can feel joy again soon.