The Christmas blues.

[biteme]

All of the sudden I have them. My parents are getting old, my grandmother is in a wheelchair. I called her on her b-day a couple weeks ago. My sister went to see her along with my parents. I stayed here and now I feel guilty. I am all alone and my car is dead. The christmas holidays have the highest rate of suicide of any time during the year. Damn, that's sad.

 

[jenscats5]

I kinda know how you feel.........what small family I have all died during December -- the holiday season, so December is very depressing for me....plus in missing them, I can't stand the commercialization of Christmas....

Come on over to the Island of Misfit Toys with us....that's where I live year 'round...

 

[biteme]

I kinda know how you feel.........what small family I have all died during December -- the holiday season, so December is very depressing for me....plus in missing them, I can't stand the commercialization of Christmas....

Come on over to the Island of Misfit Toys with us....that's where I live year 'round...

Damnit. You just provoked my sensitive side. I'm choking back tears. I loved that cute little doll. I hate myself, I really do. sigh.

 

[jenscats5]

Damnit. You just provoked my sensitive side. I'm choking back tears. I loved that cute little doll. I hate myself, I really do. sigh.

Don't hate youself...you're (mostly) all you've got in this mean ole world....

And I do consider myself a misfit, which is why I live on the Island of Misfit Toys........

 

[biteme]

Don't hate youself...you're (mostly) all you've got in this mean ole world....

And I do consider myself a misfit, which is why I live on the Island of Misfit Toys........

Sorry about all your family, I hope one day, you are all reunited.

 

[jenscats5]

Sorry about all your family, I hope one day, you are all reunited.

Thanks, we will be, but not too soon..... not for a long, long time...

Actually, this is the first year I've felt pretty good about it all...still a Misfit tho...

Edit: But make sure you go see your Grandmom tho....before you regret you didn't....guilt over a family member (even from yourself) is a heavy hand to deal with....

 

[The Terminator]

Atleast you guys are not in the Pacific Time Zone...Its only 1 PM here ...I still HOURS of this shit left

 

[perkele]

Atleast you guys are not in the Pacific Time Zone...Its only 1 PM here ...I still HOURS of this shit left

11PM here. Do you live in the west coast?

 

[The Terminator]

11PM here. Do you live in the west coast?

Yep. on the West Coast...

I would go take a nap (just to kill time), but I just got up at 11, so I've only been awake for 2 hours as it is...

 

[biteme]

Yep. on the West Coast...

I would go take a nap (just to kill time), but I just got up at 11, so I've only been awake for 2 hours as it is...

I hear ya. I'm about to pop a benadryl.

 

[perkele]

40 minutes to sunday.

 

[The Terminator]

I hear ya. I'm about to pop a benadryl.

I'm watching the Battle of Custer Hill on some Discovery channel...(by myself)

I'm such a holiday LOSER!!!

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

Life is Piss...

 

[H_T_]

i'm kinda enjoyin' some time alone right now, gotta make the best of it.

 

[The Terminator]

Life is Piss...

This is like the 12 stepper thread for Christmas haters (and people who are alone today)


Fuck this I dont like being alone.... I'm going over ot my cousin's house...

 

[biteme]

Thanks, we will be, but not too soon..... not for a long, long time...

Actually, this is the first year I've felt pretty good about it all...still a Misfit tho...

Edit: But make sure you go see your Grandmom tho....before you regret you didn't....guilt over a family member (even from yourself) is a heavy hand to deal with....

I just spoke to her on the phone. I feel better now. I know she won't be around much longer though and my parents are getting feeble as well. Why oh why does it have to be this way? I've lost a lot of relatives. But when my parents go, I don't know how I'm gonna handle that. I'm not close to them which makes me feel guilty, but I want the best for them and to see them in such condition that they are in, is rough.

 

[anthrax]

All of the sudden I have them. My parents are getting old, my grandmother is in a wheelchair. I called her on her b-day a couple weeks ago. My sister went to see her along with my parents. I stayed here and now I feel guilty. I am all alone and my car is dead. The christmas holidays have the highest rate of suicide of any time during the year. Damn, that's sad.

I can hear you bro

I think it's time to find a girlfriend

 

[jenscats5]

I just spoke to her on the phone. I feel better now. I know she won't be around much longer though and my parents are getting feeble as well. Why oh why does it have to be this way? I've lost a lot of relatives. But when my parents go, I don't know how I'm gonna handle that. I'm not close to them which makes me feel guilty, but I want the best for them and to see them in such condition that they are in, is rough.

Know how you feel......I wasn't very close to my parents either.... All you can do is whatever you can so you can feel that you did "all you could." There's nothing wrong with not getting along with your parents and there's no law that says parents are always good parents....

If you want what's best for them & have done for them within your ability without sacrificing your soul or your daughter's then you are good....Don't be so hard on yourself....

You prolly have a lot more to be thankful for than you realize.... Don't let the guilt eat you up as it can be all encompassing....

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

This is like the 12 stepper thread for Christmas haters (and people who are alone today)

coulda used it years ago

Fuck this I dont like being alone....

This is one day I could do withoiut the lonely tip.

 

[Werd]

Life is good.

This time last year I was drunk as a skunk while my kids were literally around the block and was not allowed to talk on the phone or smell the sweet scent of their hair, most of my "friends" cyber-fucking on me and me, bewildered and ill trying to decipher which end was up.

NOTHING will ever be so bad....

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

Yep, I don't feel bad for being a loner this Christmas. The older you get, the more you realize that Christmas is for kids, so I'm in a lull period until the far off day that I might decide to have a family.


Download Blue Christmas- Elvis Presley.

 

[H_T_]

uhhh, i had to take some assorted cold medicines cuz i think i might 've caught somethin' last night, but i think the combination of stuff is makin' me feel worse.....i jus feel real down right now.