Well
unfortunately, I started back on the heroin, and I started screwing with a guy and messed his life all up (left his wife for me). He was the best thing that ever happened to me, but I was too stupid to see it. I'm basically holding on and pretending I'm clean, but I'm been hooked on drugs (heroin, crack, meth etc....) since I was a kid. I make a habit out of fuckin things up for other people and then lying to them about how it's thier fault. I'm clean for now, but I don't really have a prayer. I'm a junkie with no love inside.... Oh well girls, pray for me and the guys I screw over....they have families too.
Take care
SS