should i stop my run, going through a break up

[Indy]

you;re right but the matters to tend to, i have no control over. so there is nothing i can do. i just wonder how long before im ok and myself again. thats what scares me. what if it takes months? what then? i dont train all that time and shrink to nothing? what if i never want to train again period? all these paranoid thoughts are in my head. i just cant imagine life without this girl. she really was the one for me. i feel so lost. i know i sound pothetic, but love did some shit to me that i thought was not possible

Dont worry bro, it get's better. Take it from a now old married guy, I lost a few, and most were actually my fault, hurt like hell, but a couple of weeks later I was getting horny again. take it easy, take your pct, you'll be back training in no time.

 

[alltraps]

Hard to say what you should do. On one hand, you're certainly not going to make much in the way of gains with the suppressed appetite...but on the other hand, maybe the AAS are saving you from losing some lean mass (negative nitrogen balance from not eating plus the elevated cortisol levels that come from extreme stress). If you can force yourself to at least drink a lot of whey (buy a couple of cases cans and bottles...I know right now you probably have a hard time motivating yourself to even use the blender to mix up powders) and can force yourself to go to the gym, I think it might be worth it to stay on til' the natrual end of your cycle. After all, you're already depressed....adding Clomid to that mix might be a disaster.

this was my whole concern with coming off now. and yes, even mixing shakes seem like a struggle. thanks for the help. you gave me advice on my similar thread on the chat forum. thanks again

 

[Mr.X]

to make a long story short, i just broke up, not my choice, with the girl i thought i was going to marry. the reason for the breakup doesnt matter cuz she doesnt think we can work it out. im fucked, i cant sleep, eat or train. its been a week, and i feel worse today then i did the first night. i miss her like mad, and keep thinking there is hope. but she doesnt think so. we had problems that she doesnt think we can overcome, and its easier to run from them then face them. i would do anything to make it work, but im affraid its not up to me at all. so ive lost 12 lbs in a week from not eating. i missed some shots and havent been taking my arals like i should, im a mess. and probably need proffesional help. im in week 6 of 16. should i stop alltogether?
im not sure when i;ll feel better and focused to eat and train. i dont think it will be anytime soon. i never loved anyone before, so i dont know how long this healing process takes. some tell me months, some years. what do yuo guys think? i dont want to take shit and not use it. i just lost all motivation to train and eat. its like bodybuilding doesnt matter anymore. all that matters is her.

I say stop the cycle completely and do PCT, but don't run clomid (it makes a lot of ppl. emotional) - run some nolvadex and arimidex (low dose) for PCT.

I hope everything works out for you, just make sure you're doing the right thing and god bless.

Mr.X

 

[SlavikHavik]

Bro i cant say i know enough about gear to give you any advice on weather to stop or not.

But ive been through the same thing before, and i can tell you when your feeling like shit the worst thing you can do is nothing. If you do nothing youll be living in side your head. Which is probably a pretty shitty place to be right now. If you keep thinking about it and keep trying to think your way out of feeling bad, you might end up feeling worse. Your best bet is to focus hard on everything else that isnt the problem. Work, school, working out, friends. And when you start thinking about how bad it seems, think about something else.

 

[Dial_tone]

I would probably go down to an HRT dose of test and maybe some proviron or even igf-1.

 

[DiamondCutCows]

Good call on the no PCT!

I say stop the cycle completely and do PCT, but don't run clomid (it makes a lot of ppl. emotional) - run some nolvadex and arimidex (low dose) for PCT.

I hope everything works out for you, just make sure you're doing the right thing and god bless.

Mr.X

 

[glennds]

it has only been a week. life goes on all traps. if it doesn't kill you, it'll make you stronger. one door closes, another one opens. and so on, and so on, and so on. part of growing up...

hell ya finish the cycle! concentrate on what you love during this tough time. it'll take your mind off things. HER loss! (the bitch)

 

[Djicy]

I say you continue and finish strong man!! Take some aggression out on the weights, you need something to get your mind off of her I think working out is the best thing to take your mind off a girl. I'm sorry for your lose, I had the same thing happen to me a few months back I couldn't eat or sleep all I thought about was her so I hit the weights harder and now I'm much more happy and looking back i couldn't believe how stupid I was for caring so much because life goes on and the single life is fun!!!!!!!!!


I don't mean to come off as an asshole but i've been through it and you need to just get over her and find someone else. If she don't want you don't beg find yourself someone else.

 

[Ulter]

No phucking way!!!! Get a hold of yourself. You go put your schedule of shots together. Write out a new training split, get in the gym and quit whinning on the board. You will be over this mania in 2 weeks. You can certainly get to the other side of 2 weeks can't you? The whole mess will work itself out one way or the other so just put your head down and plough forward. Nothing feels better than being on and nothing is more depressing than coming off. SO YOU STAY ON. I ain't playin with you, get back on schedule. RIGHT NOW! Go get a syringe out and get to work. And don't bring your sorry ass back here until you do.

 

[PolfaJelfa]

Same thing happened to me bro, with a girl i thought i was going to marry that i loved with all my heart. Nothing mattered to me at that point, i WANTED to train but every time i got in gym i just loooked at all the people and thought "what the fuc* are they doing here " this is pointless bunch of bs" . Well i was on a cycle at the time and decided to stay on. I didnt work out for a while. Then once i regained my composure ( to a degree) i came off when i was more emotionally stable. I WOULD NEVER COME OF ANY CYCLE IN THIS POSSITION EVER!...knowing how bad this hurt me i might of done something i could nto regret at this time, or who knows what. I wont lie to you bro, if you realy realy love her its gona be fucked up for a while, but it will get all GOOD BROTHA So take some 1st hand advice, relax, eat some good food, take some needed time off , stay on(i would just stay on 500 -750 or so mgs of test), and when all is cool get back in there swinging. Bro you are now in the 1st stage and i am now in the last stage(im back on coming back hard from the bitch who ruined a full year of progress for me) i will get biger than i ever have been and cutter than i ever have been. And you mark my words will be back here in a while writing that you are now getting bigge rthan ever and everything is good and laughing about this day!