I am very happy to report that I didn’t indulge in any alcohol last night. I thought of my fellow vodka loving friend, Mermaid, down under and stayed strong

I sipped on diet coke instead and not too much of that either. I didn’t even give the birthday cake a second look.

However, I was starving by the time I came home at 1am, so I had 10 almonds before going to bed. And despite that, this morning I woke up starving some more. Sigh!
I unfortunately spent most of today exhausted. Despite yesterday’s massage, my neck, shoulders and lower back feel godawful. I have that feeling in my head that I got hit by a truck. I’m not sure if it’s my imagination but I also felt a little feverish at times. So I decided to bail on working out today. I will

if I have a relapse or get sick again.
Sun, May 7th
Scale weight: 116lbs
8:15am:
½ cup Kashi Go Lean cereal
½ cup vanilla soy milk mixed in with ½ cup liquid egg whites
1 tbsp milled flax seed
10:45am:
Grilled cheese sandwich
- 2 slices Ezekiel bread
- 1.5 ounces Jarlsberg Lite Swiss Cheese
I normally don’t take T-Rex over the weekend, but decided to pop one. My appetite which was raging completely at this point died for the rest of the day. T-Rex rocks!
1:30pm:
South Beach meal replacement bar – Chocolate Crisp
16 oz cold hazelnut flavored coffee with 1/3 cup vanilla soy milk & 2 splendas.
4:30pm:
Tofu chocolate blueberry pudding (I highly recommend this!

)
- 20 oz lite tofu
- 2 tbsp Walden Farms chocolate dip
- ½ cup blueberries
My new smoothie maker totally sucks

(or I don’t know how to use it) so it’s going back to the store. I just used my regular blender instead to make the pudding.
7pm:
8 oz cooked shrimp with shell
salad greens, cucumbers, baby tomatoes, diced onions and peppers, hot banana peppers with lemon juice & black/cayenne pepper
9:30pm:
3 oz broiled salmon
salad greens, cucumbers, baby tomatoes, diced onions and peppers, hot banana peppers with lemon juice & black/cayenne pepper
Totals: ~1280 cals (131g carbs, 147g protein, 28g fat)
Macros: 38c/43p/18f
Once again, I have to wait till the work week to catch up with everyone. I am not liking sitting up in front of the laptop right now. But I am feeling slightly better after two hot showers, some stretching and icy hot rubbed all over my upper back and neck. I wish Trelin lived closer to me so she could help me out
Grr, is it Monday tomorrow already?
