fistfullofsteel said:i almost passed out. it was like somebody put a gun to my head was about to kill me. i couldn't breathe, hear anything, feel anything. it was beyond anxiety. it was panic like i've never felt before.
thats some what how I was feeling... I couldn't breath, i could hear but couldn't talk, couldn't move my mouth or lips only my eye lids, My hand and feet were not moving... not even my toes. My entire body was numb. All I could think about for those hours were my kids, I wanted to see them because I was so scared, but I didn't want them to see me in that state.
Its the worse feeling i've ever felt, and nothing you can do about it.
<ah... was typing a horrible story of the first er I went to on friday but decided not to>