Call me crazy - but being scared of being raided and caught for ordering illegal substances and then starting a thread about it seems -odd. Though I totally understand the need to confide in the peeps here in EF, all the guys here are great and you need the support - it just seems...
You didn't really have a whole lot coming your way, your intent was personal consumption, not dealing. When they grabbed your package they didn't grab it because it was "your name" they for whatever reason found some shit in it and just took it. End of story? The way I imagine I guess.
Sorry I'm a chick posting in the AAS forum -please don't throw shit at me guys.