yeah, I am holding back. I could fall in love with her easily, but I won't let her in completely till i am sure. it will already hurt a bit if she does break up with me. She did tell me the other day that if I left her it would hurt but she would get over it. I can't really explain it, but some of the things she says to me are genuine and I think in some respects she is scared to let her self have the feelings she does have for me cause she knows what it was like int he past getting her ass handed to her. Make sense?