+1
You will bounce right back my friend, do not concentrate on how you look now. You WILL bounce back. No questions asked. I did, just like all these other bros. I had shoulder surgery, lost like 50 fucking pounds. Looked like a girl. Then once I could life, within like 4 months I was right back into the same hypertrophy and size, strength as before. Strength actually increased quickly and I passed up barriers.
Just relax and get your surgery....That sucks about the gyno tho...I know you were thinking about the deca...what gave you gyno bud?