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Jan 27, the worst day of my life.........

i normally dont respond to messages, but damn bro. i feel for you.
my heart to you and your family. godbless you and your brother.
i will pray for him.
sad sad day.

swol
 
I am fairly new on here but you and your family are in my prayers. I lost my brother in a car wreck a few years ago. There is nothing that can describe what you feel, but I know. Once again my condolances to you and your family. God bless.
 
There are no words that I feel are strong enough to convey my condolences....I am truly sorry for you and your family's loss....
 
Hey my man, I feel your pain, my Dad,Grandfather, cousins, and a lot of people i've been close to in my life have passed away.

I'm glad you guys had that last talk before he passed. But man, death isn't Elimination, death is just Graduation. You'll see each other again in a Much better place.

Stay uP.

- Crum.
 
at least he had a smile on his face, and you shared a wonderful night of meaniful discussion with him.

think of how many wish they could have done what you were able share with your bro before he passed.......in that sense you are lucky

sorry,

O
 
Bro i feel for you, I lost my father Aug 11, 2001 and it was the hardest thing i ever delt with, but i have delt with it and basically moved on with my life, as will you. It is something you will never forget, but you will live with it and you will be ok in the end....

My prayers go to you, your family, and your brother.
 
ditto to everything said above. Just be thankful you had a chance to share with each other your true feelings while he was still here.

peace bro.....
 
So Sorry.

Bro,

I'm a Paramedic myself, and I'm sure those guys/girls did everything possible for your brother. I am so sorry to hear this kind of news especially with such a young intelligent guy. I don't have a brother myself but I do have sisters and I know what you must be feeling.
I will pray for you and your family. Just always remember your last conversation and how heart felt it was. Count yourself lucky in that you did get to have a great last convo.

Your in my prayers.

jepjep:(
 
I am sorry to hear about all this. There is nothing more I can do or say, other than tell you my prayers are with your brother and your family. Be happy that he lived a wonderful life, and he got to spend it with you, happily. I'm happy that you two had a chance to talk and you shared a special moment together. Stay strong.
 
My prayers and condolences are with you and your brother. What you must be feeling is incomprehensible to me. Take some comfort in the fact that his death on this earth is not the end of his spirit, merely a transition...
 
im sorry bro. We all go through some bullshit periods in our live's..wether it be a loss of a loved one, or something else. I know how you feel, i lost a good freind of mines this past summer. I coudn't imagine the pain of losing a brother, but if its any consolation Jesus Christ died on a cross for all of us. And although we don't understand it now, and its too painful to bear, it is part of life, and God has a special plan for all of us in the end. God bless-str8cubano
 
Bro,
You have my most sincere condolences. Times are going to be tough for a while, but they'll get better. I promise. Your brother sounds like a great person, and I am sure that he will be missed. Great people go to great places, and I'm sure that he's no exception. Your brother, you, and your loved ones are in my thoughts. Godspeed.
Shiatsu
 
Sorry to hear this.....my prayers are with you and his family. I'm 24 and have a long life ahead of of me and so did he. God be with you my friend.
 
Im very...very sorry...Im not sure I could deal with something like this.....your family is in my prayers.

God Bless!
WCP
 
i bleed for you even though i don't know you man, i have a brother....

the only thing i can say is prayers, sounds like a great hero to have
 
I am so DEEPLY sorry to hear that.

I don't think that I have spoken with you yet but I just wanted to say that I some what know how you feel. I lost 2 very important people in my life in the last year. My best friend that I grew up with was murdered and dropped on the side of the road, and my step father was killed in a car accident. It will get better for you but you will never stop thinking about it. Hope this will somehow help you!
sincerely,
Dabo
 
I am too very sorry to hear of your great loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Isn't it a cool thing though how (at a glance) all of us "drug abusing, vain, lusting, bottom-feeding scum-buckets" really have good hearts and a strong faith in God, who sustains us through thick and thin? I am really amazed at how many have posted replies of faith and sharing of love. Sometimes it takes a little tragidy to bring out the best in people. The US has seen an abundance of that lately. Let it bring out the best in you.
 
tuf

well what can i say life is precious .........live it to the fullest cause shit happens........the only control we have in this life is what we do when we are alive ...take control....for the little time u have left ....and live
 
Bro my prayers are with you. My brother and I are very close and I don't know what i'd do w/o him.

Stay close to family and I'm sure that as a whole you all will make it thru these difficult times.

Take care of yourself.
 
I'm so sorry to hear that a close family member has passed. It is a very hard thing to deal with. My prayers are with you and family and keep the faith that your bro. is in a better place with the lord. Hope the days ahead are better for you and your family. God bless.
 
I very sorry to here that .i know your pain 1 year ago my best friend ,and work out partner was murdered in his own home i invite everyone to check out a website we have put together for him PLEASE PLEASE take a sec. and check it out and sign the guestbook www.willardmorris.org thank you



i miss you big willy :bawling:
 
Dude, really sorry about your loss; I hope these words can help heal you pain.... Be strong man and live life to it's fulliest in pride and memory of your brother. God bless his soul!!! :angel:
 
I'm sorry to heard that bro. I know what you feel.
 
It's been one year since that horrible day. I still miss him very much. I've had my ups and downs throughout this year that's for sure and it seems I can be more easily depressed now but my girl helps me a tremendous amount as do my other family members and friends.

If any of you would like to read the memoriums written in his memory they can be found here:

http://classifieds.canada.com/windsor/results.aspx?cls_id=35973
http://classifieds.canada.com/windsor/results.aspx?cls_id=35973&pn=1


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If you could please keep this at the top just for the day, I'd really appreciate it.

Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers throughout the last year.

Take care of yourselves, this life is just too unpredictable and short to make stupid mistakes.
 
So many people claim to know what you are going through, but they never do until they are in your shoes. I lost my brother a few years ago so I can honestly say I know what you are going through. To have someone close to you with so much going for them be taken away, there is no describing it.

My brother was 27 when he passed, he had a beautiful baby girl, and so much going for him in life. It just never made sense to me, and still doesn't. Hell to this day nearly ten years later, I can't hear that on song that goes like.... "He ain't heavy. He's my brother." With out wanting to breaking in to tears.

I can't say my prayers go out to you, as I lost all faith in god long ago, but my thoughts are with you and your family bro.
 
Simpathy and impoathy are two very different things....

Hey man, you'll be alright my prayer are with you and my i father(uncle)understand what you are going through.....my uncle that raised me killed himself a year ago he cut his own throat and managed to stab himself in the chest a couple of times, all that was in a bath tab he was like my dad because my parents got divorced when i was 6 so he raised me killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, my cousin that i grew up with found his dad in a bath of blood with a bottle of vodka on the floor the best part was when the ambulance got there they did not have a stretcher and the cops were being dicks he lived on the fifth floor of an appartment with no elevator so my cousin(like my brother grew up together) and his mom and one of the medics wraped him up in sheets and drag him down the stairs without a stretcher, well that's russia for you.......hang in there man there is plenty of people that care about you

PS the reason he killed himself was he was sczhitsophrenic(sorry for the spelling) with severe depression in russia(siberia) they don't have meds specially back in those days so he had no choice and alcohol made it a lot worse the worse part that was not the first time he had a scar o his neck i never really asked where it came from but he tried killing himself 10 years before that but his
wife found him and they saved him...they neve told me he was crazy but he raised me i found out everything from my mom when she called me and told me he was dead, i had a mental break down and still saffering from panic attacs and depression i have not been back to russia for 8 years never been back my cousin is 20 years old, our birthdays are on the same day may 3rd two years apart......i can only imagine what he is going through right i talk to him he was never the same, i have been back to russia i'm from siberia for 8 years because if i go back as a russian citizen i go straight to the army from the airport everyone goes to the army in russia most don't make it back specially with chechnia war going on....

be strong man...
 
I am very sorry to hear that this has happened bro. My thoughts and wishes go out to you and your family. I will keep you in my prayers.
 
Re: Simpathy and impoathy are two very different things....

ivanushka said:
Hey man, you'll be alright my prayer are with you and my i father(uncle)understand what you are going through.....my uncle that raised me killed himself a year ago he cut his own throat and managed to stab himself in the chest a couple of times, all that was in a bath tab he was like my dad because my parents got divorced when i was 6 so he raised me killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, my cousin that i grew up with found his dad in a bath of blood with a bottle of vodka on the floor the best part was when the ambulance got there they did not have a stretcher and the cops were being dicks he lived on the fifth floor of an appartment with no elevator so my cousin(like my brother grew up together) and his mom and one of the medics wraped him up in sheets and drag him down the stairs without a stretcher, well that's russia for you.......hang in there man there is plenty of people that care about you

PS the reason he killed himself was he was sczhitsophrenic(sorry for the spelling) with severe depression in russia(siberia) they don't have meds specially back in those days so he had no choice and alcohol made it a lot worse the worse part that was not the first time he had a scar o his neck i never really asked where it came from but he tried killing himself 10 years before that but his
wife found him and they saved him...they neve told me he was crazy but he raised me i found out everything from my mom when she called me and told me he was dead, i had a mental break down and still saffering from panic attacs and depression i have not been back to russia for 8 years never been back my cousin is 20 years old, our birthdays are on the same day may 3rd two years apart......i can only imagine what he is going through right i talk to him he was never the same, i have been back to russia i'm from siberia for 8 years because if i go back as a russian citizen i go straight to the army from the airport everyone goes to the army in russia most don't make it back specially with chechnia war going on....

be strong man...
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I'm sorry to hear about your loss my friend. What I'm starting to understand is that the pain never truly goes away, it just becomes less cumbersome as the months go by. It still feels like a dream to me...And when I dream about him (which happens frequently) it feels so real. Odd but true.
 
Re: Simpathy and impoathy are two very different things....

ivanushka said:
Hey man, you'll be alright my prayer are with you and my i father(uncle)understand what you are going through.....my uncle that raised me killed himself a year ago he cut his own throat and managed to stab himself in the chest a couple of times, all that was in a bath tab he was like my dad because my parents got divorced when i was 6 so he raised me killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, my cousin that i grew up with found his dad in a bath of blood with a bottle of vodka on the floor the best part was when the ambulance got there they did not have a stretcher and the cops were being dicks he lived on the fifth floor of an appartment with no elevator so my cousin(like my brother grew up together) and his mom and one of the medics wraped him up in sheets and drag him down the stairs without a stretcher, well that's russia for you.......hang in there man there is plenty of people that care about you

PS the reason he killed himself was he was sczhitsophrenic(sorry for the spelling) with severe depression in russia(siberia) they don't have meds specially back in those days so he had no choice and alcohol made it a lot worse the worse part that was not the first time he had a scar o his neck i never really asked where it came from but he tried killing himself 10 years before that but his
wife found him and they saved him...they neve told me he was crazy but he raised me i found out everything from my mom when she called me and told me he was dead, i had a mental break down and still saffering from panic attacs and depression i have not been back to russia for 8 years never been back my cousin is 20 years old, our birthdays are on the same day may 3rd two years apart......i can only imagine what he is going through right i talk to him he was never the same, i have been back to russia i'm from siberia for 8 years because if i go back as a russian citizen i go straight to the army from the airport everyone goes to the army in russia most don't make it back specially with chechnia war going on....

be strong man...
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I'm sorry to hear about your loss my friend. What I'm starting to understand is that the pain never truly goes away, it just becomes less cumbersome as the months go by. It still feels like a dream to me...And when I dream about him (which happens frequently) it feels so real. Odd but true.

Mystical:
You're right on the money. As for faith, I don't believe in God as written in the Holy Bible or the Cohran (sp?) or whatever however I believe that God is the power of existance and that's something none of us will ever be able to define. It's our ignorance, insecurities and our lack of self respect as man that leads us to make up ficticious events such as the birth of Jesus and so on. I believe in the teaching of the bible but not the legitmacy of it. The bible and religions make mankind aware of it's nature thus enlightening ourselves how to improve upon it. I really wanna believe my brother is out there in Heaven but I believe his spirit resides in the people that loved him and knew him well.

I hope no one takes offence to my remarks as they're just my opinion and not meant to knock anyone or dissuade them from praying for my brother's soul as I could in fact be very wrong.

Everyones efforts are appreciated.
 
dude, i'm so sorry for your loss
the thing that scared the shit out of me is, i'm 24, completing my last year to get my degree in architecture.
hits a little too close to home
i'll pray for you bro, your brother and your family.
try and take it easy dude.
peace
 
my sincerest condolences.....ur brother sounded like a person that we needed more of in the world....may he rest in peace.....i have a brother and can only imagine....have faith tho kidd u'll make it through....let time heals the wounds....

u'll be in my prayers....god bless!
 
Damn bro I lost my best friend last year in a car accident so I know how you're feeling. You'll never stop caring bro and just realize that he's in a better place and you'll get to see him again someday. Until then you have someone to watch out for you and you can be with him all the time. Thats the only way I got through it. Be strong bro I know it hurts.
 
Damn bro, I am really sorry for your loss. This fall 2 kids I was good friends with when I was younger, one of them was my best friend in grade school, died, both only 21. The kid I was closer with was one of the nicest, warmest people I've ever known. It still hurts like hell and it happened a month ago. Nothing will ever replace your bro and the pain will never go away, but it will get better with time. For me the funeral and wake were the hardest....especially seeing pictures of it...it just made it too real.

Just a little piece I might add, the months following this it is likely this sadness and depression you are experiencing right now will come back....sometimes unexpectantly and you may not even realize it is because of his death (i.e. 2 months from now you wake up and feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and die). Just recognize and know that it is due to his death. Make SURE you deal with your feelings bro or it will be even more hellish.

What really helped me get through it was getting together with kids who were his friends and sharing memories, and favorite stories. Might be too soon for you now, but it really helped. Celebrate your bro's life and the time you had with him. Be thankful you knew him and that you had those years with him. If you need someone to talk to feel free to PM me bro. I don't really know you but that might even be better for you because I'm someone you can just bounce shit off of without being embarrassed talking to them the next day, you know?

Again I'm deeply sorry for your loss and I will pray for your friend. He sounds like a really good person, especially if he made such a big impact upon you as it seems. Just remember this isn't goodbye, you'll see him later...I'm sure he'll be waiting for you on the other side.
 
I am sorry for you bro, I dont wish that on my worst enemy, I lost my grandfather just in a thing like that was fine and died instantly, was hardest thing for me.

D
 
There's nothing I can say to express how much I feel for your loss. I know what it's like to go through horrible times and you will get through this. Just remember he's watching out for you, and you will see him again. Take care of yourself and your mother. God bless you, your family, and your bro.

Switched On
 
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