i stopped smoking weed, and since then iv had very weird weird dreams.
i had a few fighting dreams, that were kind of cryptic but i was able to interpret them myself, as there was some drunken brawling that went on on friday. we obviously won.
reguardless, last night's dream was not one of fighting, but rather the opposite. IT was a dream of lovin. at least the part that needs interpretation..:
so there i was in my parents basement, and i was going to bang this girl. Im a little hazy on how far into the about-to-bang process i was before i realized that she wasnt some girl, but rather a russian prostitute. She looked good and seemed to be easy going and a fun loving, life loving girl. I was all for it.
She pulled out some weed and asked me if i wanted to smoke, and i told her i had actually quit. besides, the anxiety i get from weed now would have killed my boner right away. before i could say dont smoke in the house, she started smoking. she then passed out naked on the floor leaving me sitting there thinking what the fuck.
i did a bad bro thing and looked through her stuff and found all 3 of her notebooks filled front to back with shit about how she hates life, hates being a hooker, wishes she didnt have to do this, wants things to turn around, wants to die, morbid depressing shit, definately a boner kill ( i actually felt super sad and down about it in my dream). i remember wanting to give her all the money i had, but most importantly, friendship and a free therapy session
when she woke up i had her stuff all back in its place, and she forgot where she was. im a little hazy on what happened next, but i think that she was starting to get dressed and leave and im like "dude, u have to give me my money back if we arnt doin this thing". She said "you mean you didnt already do it?" (i guess implying i should have done it while she was passed out? wtf?). she hands me 3 1 dollar bills, when i had paid her 100. i said "uhh fuck that heres ur money back ill just take what i paid for". so we start having sex and i look down and realize no condom. she looked clean but i knew she was a suicidal abused russian hooker, so i just backed out...but then she didnt want me to. she started coming after me trying to rape me i guess and then that part of my dream suddenly ended.
what does this dream mean?
i had a few fighting dreams, that were kind of cryptic but i was able to interpret them myself, as there was some drunken brawling that went on on friday. we obviously won.
reguardless, last night's dream was not one of fighting, but rather the opposite. IT was a dream of lovin. at least the part that needs interpretation..:
so there i was in my parents basement, and i was going to bang this girl. Im a little hazy on how far into the about-to-bang process i was before i realized that she wasnt some girl, but rather a russian prostitute. She looked good and seemed to be easy going and a fun loving, life loving girl. I was all for it.
She pulled out some weed and asked me if i wanted to smoke, and i told her i had actually quit. besides, the anxiety i get from weed now would have killed my boner right away. before i could say dont smoke in the house, she started smoking. she then passed out naked on the floor leaving me sitting there thinking what the fuck.
i did a bad bro thing and looked through her stuff and found all 3 of her notebooks filled front to back with shit about how she hates life, hates being a hooker, wishes she didnt have to do this, wants things to turn around, wants to die, morbid depressing shit, definately a boner kill ( i actually felt super sad and down about it in my dream). i remember wanting to give her all the money i had, but most importantly, friendship and a free therapy session
when she woke up i had her stuff all back in its place, and she forgot where she was. im a little hazy on what happened next, but i think that she was starting to get dressed and leave and im like "dude, u have to give me my money back if we arnt doin this thing". She said "you mean you didnt already do it?" (i guess implying i should have done it while she was passed out? wtf?). she hands me 3 1 dollar bills, when i had paid her 100. i said "uhh fuck that heres ur money back ill just take what i paid for". so we start having sex and i look down and realize no condom. she looked clean but i knew she was a suicidal abused russian hooker, so i just backed out...but then she didnt want me to. she started coming after me trying to rape me i guess and then that part of my dream suddenly ended.
what does this dream mean?