to do my new job.
or maybe I can't multi task like i thought i could. i CAN multi task, but not 408,449 things at once.
and I've never seen one company use so many abbreviations for things i've never even heard of in the first place.
I have three bosses. I didn't know that when I started. I thought the president was my boss. each one likes to hear themselves talk more than the last one. none of them want to hear ME talk though.
I've worked there for two weeks, and haven't seen the president yet. but the ceo and their former marketing consultant are both piling work on me like the end of the world is coming. neither knows how much the other one is giving me. neither one lets me get a word in edgewise to even tell them.
My real boss is coming in monday. we have a meeting at 9am. he never stops talking.
I also have a meeting with the consultant who is working with me at 9am. he never stops talking.
and I have a meeting with the guys that work for me (at 9am) so i can tell them about the 10 project that HAVE to get done first thing. each one is the first priority. They are young, and have to be WATCHED or they make errors in both judgement and in carelessness.
Oh, and I'm interviewing someone. when? monday at 10am.
I left work today so stressed that I told myself I was going to call in sick on monday, but i'm not. i'm just not feeling confident in my abilities. my husband says he knows i can do it because I manage our household so well, but i think it's all i can do.
i wish i was retarded. then i wouldn't need to do anything.
or maybe I can't multi task like i thought i could. i CAN multi task, but not 408,449 things at once.
and I've never seen one company use so many abbreviations for things i've never even heard of in the first place.
I have three bosses. I didn't know that when I started. I thought the president was my boss. each one likes to hear themselves talk more than the last one. none of them want to hear ME talk though.
I've worked there for two weeks, and haven't seen the president yet. but the ceo and their former marketing consultant are both piling work on me like the end of the world is coming. neither knows how much the other one is giving me. neither one lets me get a word in edgewise to even tell them.
My real boss is coming in monday. we have a meeting at 9am. he never stops talking.
I also have a meeting with the consultant who is working with me at 9am. he never stops talking.
and I have a meeting with the guys that work for me (at 9am) so i can tell them about the 10 project that HAVE to get done first thing. each one is the first priority. They are young, and have to be WATCHED or they make errors in both judgement and in carelessness.
Oh, and I'm interviewing someone. when? monday at 10am.
I left work today so stressed that I told myself I was going to call in sick on monday, but i'm not. i'm just not feeling confident in my abilities. my husband says he knows i can do it because I manage our household so well, but i think it's all i can do.
i wish i was retarded. then i wouldn't need to do anything.