and drinking...and smoking, and other stuff. i need to slow down big time. i've stopped caring about alot of things and have been just completely irresponsible
i'm fucked up way too often in some way lately. and my life is a mess
i'll be motivated for part of the week and then pick a night to go out. i'll have fun,drink and be up till late and then be hungover the next day. i end up doing nothing the next day and then just get completely unmotivated
anything that is painful or taxing i avoid and anything thats fun or entertaining i can't say no to
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