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I'm out of control with partying lately...

I find when I'm single that stuff gets crazy.. I just mother F***** a chick and ended it badly so after feeling like a loser for going off on her I plan to hit the gym and get stuff back. Today as a matter of fact.

Spent this weekend in Columbus, saw the crew went to Commfest great weekend but drank like a fool thurs/fri/sat now recoviing feeling bad about what i said to that girl and putting it behind me. It was a friend of a friend at work so some damage control will be needed. such is life

find stuff to do it will work out for you if you put your mind to change
 
calveless wonder said:
and drinking...and smoking, and other stuff. i need to slow down big time. i've stopped caring about alot of things and have been just completely irresponsible

i'm fucked up way too often in some way lately. and my life is a mess

i'll be motivated for part of the week and then pick a night to go out. i'll have fun,drink and be up till late and then be hungover the next day. i end up doing nothing the next day and then just get completely unmotivated
anything that is painful or taxing i avoid and anything thats fun or entertaining i can't say no to

blah
ur not alone 99% of the people here are the same way...for the past 2 years i partied almost every night , the only reason i quit is because i started getting fat as hell from pizza rustica and sopranos every fuckign night...if it wasnt for that id still be hangover to hangover lmfao.....all reality though just start smoking more weed and only go out once a week...start hittin the gym again eatin right a few weeks you will have a diff mind set...my past weekend was a slip though,got wasted punched a crackhead,broke the face of my rolex threw up in the cab on myself during way home...it was just like old times...now my ass is staying in the house for a while cant handle that shit....lololololol
 
I know the feeling bro you just have to take a step back and take a look at everything and see if thats the direction you want to go with your life. Well I'm waiting on a chopper now to fly to another rig that I don't think has internet so I'll be gone for awhile. I'll talk to you all when I can. Peace.
 
AztecWarrior said:
It's not an everyday thing. Just on most weekends. I have friends who are club promoters, club dj's, indy rappers, fighters, and strippers. Basically, a lot of party friends. It was a while I wasn't going out like this since I was in a serious relationship but now I just about having fun. Work hard but play even harder. Enjoy the single life.
sorry, that sounded different than I intended. Everyone does cocaine, nobody talks about it, and I'm okay with that. Have one friend with a foot or two in the underworld, but that's as far as I ever let it go...

:beer:
 
AztecWarrior said:
Sometimes you don't even need money if you got freinds with hook-ups. Just have to show up.

Yeah ... I'm one of those asswipes that when I get my swerve on I say "get everyone a round" waaaaaaay too much. :(
 
HAYEZ said:
ur not alone 99% of the people here are the same way...for the past 2 years i partied almost every night , the only reason i quit is because i started getting fat as hell from pizza rustica and sopranos every fuckign night...if it wasnt for that id still be hangover to hangover lmfao.....all reality though just start smoking more weed and only go out once a week...start hittin the gym again eatin right a few weeks you will have a diff mind set...my past weekend was a slip though,got wasted punched a crackhead,broke the face of my rolex threw up in the cab on myself during way home...it was just like old times...now my ass is staying in the house for a while cant handle that shit....lololololol

LOL funny story.

yeah, that sounds about right. once a week is when i'm alright.

mmmm pizza rustica.
 
men seem to party a lot when they are depressed. I guess getting wasted is easier than focusing on the problem?

CW, you're going through a period of "who gives a shit". It's cool to do that, but keep don't harm the body too much in the process. And maybe talk to someone about it?
 
blueta2 said:
men seem to party a lot when they are depressed. I guess getting wasted is easier than focusing on the problem?

CW, you're going through a period of "who gives a shit". It's cool to do that, but keep don't harm the body too much in the process. And maybe talk to someone about it?

yes.....this was my coping mechanism for alot of things.

and its definetely a who gives a shit period. unfortunately, i'm 25 and im starting to feel old and like i've lost my way.
my best friend called me a trust fund baby the other day and that really pissed me off because i've always been one to try to make my own.
past year or so i've had to lean on my folks at times and i just dont have the motivation i used to.

my only motivation is women and partying a couple of times a week and the gym/eating when i'm not doing it. i'm back in school now and i can handle it but i need to be doing more

i have no interest in working
 
CW, I can assure you at 25, you're still trying to find your way.
So have fun. party and fuck working for now if that's what your soul needs, but like I said, be cautious of not hurting your physical self in the process.
It your partying becomes a lifestyle, seek some therapy.
And care less what others say/think of you. It becomes a prision when you care too much about others words/opinions
 
PM me if you want to talk bro

I had a crack pipe attached to my mouth from Aug 07-April 08
shit's the devil

On top of the world
then underneath the bottom
then broke
it takes your soul
 
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