I think I am going to inflict something horrible on myself

[stilleto]

I might try not smoking any weed at all for the next few days. The only real reason for this is so that I can actually get high again. Also, my lungs feel fucking disgusting after this past weekend. I'm seriously grossed out by myself. After bouts of too much smoking from boredom, I get seriously disgusted with myself. I have yet to go days without it - or even a day for that matter - but I am holding out hope. Obviously I need to get my hands on some other form of drug. Or I need to occupy myself. But how? Oh fuck. Help me.

do you want me to hold it for you for safe keeping?


a few more weeks and i'm going to
uh.
i'm going to need some visine.

 

[Nathan]

I traded in weed/hash and blow for martial arts a couple decades ago.
we use to buy 28 grams and smoke it all in 3 days (2 guys) we smoked due to boredom.

smoke - eat - relax - repeat ....did that for 10 years...

go see Jeff J. kick him in the balls then give him some money tell him you want to learn bjj. He's the coolest dude in H.

It's the whole giving him some money thing I think have a problem with. Not saying I shouldn't pay the guy for his time I guess I'm just not used to that sort of training relationship. Nevermind.


Heather - I hear you and appreciate the snetiment. For my b-day I'll ask for a vaporizer.

 

[Spartacus]

I don't understand... Why does a guy at your age who looks like you do have self esteem problems? As the old saying goes youth is wasted on the young...

Either learn to use weed socially or for appetite. If you can't stop all together and save your money on CLA and b12 for appetite.

I'm not getting down on you because I'm the same way with beer. I could be drunk and not even know it... So I stopped drinking all together several years ago.

The horrible thing your doing to yourself is sitting there boored smoking weed and knowingly causing yourself help problems... But continuing to do it anyway. The best thing your body is telling you right now is that weed is disgusting. This will help you quit. But once you quit you need to stop entirely or atleast use weed sparingly.

well said

 

[superqt4u2nv]

Nate did you smoke all the way through contest prep?

 

[Nathan]

Nate did you smoke all the way through contest prep?

Yeppers.

 

[heavy_duty]

Yeppers.