I have no reason to live....I am contemplating my departure...

[Bikini Mod]

frank's a nice guy and all, but business is business. lets not get crazy

BEST POST EVER.

 

[blueta2]

Well, I wish that I can see the exit door out of my darkness....DO you guys think that I dont want to live anymore? Of course, I do...but I want to live a happy life!


Thus, I am using every mean to try to find the exit door....I saw a psychologist, I am gonna see a priest....I will see the movie THE SECRET..I may even take up Buleta's offer..


I also post in here to let out all my emotions....there are good peeps in here..

My offer stands. Send me your address (I promise I won't stalk you ;-)
And I will send you the book.

 

[digimon7068]

Well, I wish that I can see the exit door out of my darkness....DO you guys think that I dont want to live anymore? Of course, I do...but I want to live a happy life!

that requires work. . .and no one can do it for you. . .

 

[blueta2]

that requires work. . .and no one can do it for you. . .

and not only that, happiness is as frickle as unhappiness. They both wax and wane.
You want to get to a place of contentment, that way when either happiness or unhappiness enters your life, you can deal with both in a peaceful way

 

[superqt4u2nv]

Well, I wish that I can see the exit door out of my darkness....DO you guys think that I dont want to live anymore? Of course, I do...but I want to live a happy life!

Then make your life happy it is really that simple it is up to you to make it happen.

 

[blueta2]

Then make your life happy it is really that simple it is up to you to make it happen.

Like in your sig. Some good quotes in there

 

[uncle-jimmy]

In her family, her dad hanged himself and her youngest brother committed suicide by taking umpteen sleeping pills...



very , very sad!!!

Do you want your daughter to have Another emotional scar?Make an appointment to see a therapist it may save your life

 

[nefertiti]

I haven't read the whole thread...but I did catch a couple of responses that seem to be along the lines of what I want to say. It's going to sound harsh, but know that it comes from a place of compassion.

Wake up and smell the fucking coffee, nobledude. Life fucking sucks sometimes. Walk in your shoes? Believe me, I've been there. I've even tried it, though it's been 11 years. After I was raped when i was 13 I was suffering from daily flashbacks...know what those are? It's like your mind takes you back and you're THERE again and it's HAPPENING again. I was getting raped over and over and over again by my mind with no end in sight. The only thing that convinced me to try was seeing a child die while I was in the ICU after my attempt. Witnessing the grief of his family.

I know as well as anyone how easy it seems but guess what! While the pain ends for you your family gets stuck with the pain of your choice for the rest of their lives. Your daughter grows up without a father. YOU HAVE A CHILD. Are you out of your mind, even thinking about leaving her behind like that?????

You don't need pity talk, or coddling. You need a swift kick in the ass, and if you were within reach I'd give it to you.

I don't want to be too hard on you...I was in so much pain I was incapable of seeing outside my bubble, so I know that right now, you just can't see the full scope of what you are thinking about. But you have GOT to use EVERY resource to pull out of this. EVERYTHING. PM blueta. Talk to others. Get a good therapist. You can do this, but you've got to do things TODAY. NOW. If you put it off till tomorrow, it will never get done. I know that part, too. DO IT NOW.

 

[all the whey]

Just listen to nerf.

She is smarter than the rest of us.

 

[jdynasty]

let's pile on

stop being a big pussy, you dumb ass, life is to important to end it yourself

besides, they Mayan calendar says we are all going to die in 2012 anyways